just sweet nothings

The Christmas Tree And HFMD

2010-11-21T11:31:00.000+08:00

I disappeared into another black hole. It's been simply exhausting with the new house, the move, work, more work and just all sorts of things. This weekend's one of the last big events on my agenda (hopefully I remember to post some photos!) and as they say (good/bad - I don't know which) things come in threes - this week started off rather terribly.

Monday was madness and manic. Tons of last-minute work (made more stressful with people breathing dow my neck), Claire had HFMD (discovered on arrival at school - which meant having to rush to the doc's and being late for her and making arrangements since she can't go to school) and K was away. Bad things come in three.

And thank God we survived it all. Claire got cleared of HFMD on sat morning and my event's more or less over. With less work, a holiday to Bangkok and Christmas plans and parties in the pipeline, my heart is now starting to sing!

What we got up to on Hari Raya (Wed) - a Public Holiday here in Singapore

Setting up the Christmas Tree!

It was in storage for the last three years...

My sick but happy little girl

'It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas!'

Me and Mini-Me

2010-11-15T12:35:00.000+08:00

At K's cousin's wedding - where she was flower girl for the first time

Someone recently commented that she's looking a lot more like me and a little less like her dad. People closer say her personality's very much more like mine. Well it's quite amazing seeing how your own child develops in terms of character, habits, likes and dislikes and even more amazing how she's made in a similar mould to me. The good and the bad.

Earlier I blogged about how mindful I ought to be in terms of my action and speech (and yes she definitely has picked up some) but more interestingly is how she's so much like me in terms of the little things. A mini-me. Yikes! And I list the few that stick out like a sore thumb:

We both start to hiccup when we laugh too hard

We're both animated and outspoken
We love to sing and catch on to tunes pretty quickly
We're both impatient and stubborn and can not sit still
We're somewhat vain - I feel that one come on strong. Ha.
We both are needy and sticky and hate to be alone

The one rather cute thing that Claire inherited from her dad - perspiring on the nose. Hopefully waterproof make-up works on her in future.

Leylong Leylong!

2010-10-23T12:21:00.003+08:00

Yardsale Madness

I hope to never to do again. This weekend has been about selling unwanted (and plenty of brand new) items before the big move and man, the number of hagglers around. I think I went about it the wrong way as well (keeping it as minimal as that) and now I'm still left with the bulk of the stuff - namely the furniture. Question: How low should I go?

So far the Mango Wood Side Table, the 'Arco' Standing Lamp and a number of unopened items (WMF pots and alcohol) have been sold. Hoping for miracles this week.

I'm exhausted.

Isn't She Lovely?

2010-10-18T11:46:00.005+08:00

Love this dress on Claire

Photo taken at my dad's church fun fair

It's been ages since I blogged. Three weeks I think. And the last three weeks have been crazy, mostly with work and house renos and with K off to Indonesia for a week, my hands were full full full. I'll do some updates when I find a little more time although it's not going to get any better with the Big Move happening in the next two weeks!

Decided to make this post about Claire though because I realised I haven't been sharing much about her. I love that photo of her - P.S. planning to blow it up and have it on a photo feature wall in the new house. She'll be three in January (I suddenly cannot count in terms of months any more, so no more a baby I suppose) and everyone says she's looking more like me. *Smile* Good thing I hope. Her eyes are still very much like K's.

It's really amazing to watch a child grow and see how she develops especially in terms of character and how she (so wonderfully and scarily) resembles bits of you. Claire has always been bubbly, smiley and talkative and now's no different. It's almost the end of the so-called 'terrible twos' and I wouldn't say this year has been that terrible after all. She does have her moments and knows how to get her way (especially with her Papa) by whining and crying. Thankfully it never goes past a minute or two. But I'm always praying for heaps of patience and lots of love - often it's not easy to keep my temper in check, more so when I'm feeling stressed with other things. Children learn and pick things really quickly and I'm constantly telling myself to say things the way I would like her to. She's learnt how to say 'Mama, will you keep quiet please'. No prize who she picked that up from. Somehow she likes to try to do everything I do - these days it's about make-up. :S

Two things about Claire I'm trying to do / change (which I'm finding it really tough to do): One, toilet training. She does the big ones in the bowl but gets lazy with the pee pees. Two, since day one Claire has had two fingers stuck into the mouth, more so when she's tired, about to sleep, bored or stoning. Tried painting the bitter nail polish (doc says it's safe) but doesn't work since it does wear off. Sigh.

Other then that, Claire is a really a lovely and beautiful child. I'm probably biased as most parents would be of their own, but my Claire is really a sweet child. She learnt about the ten commandments at Sunday School the other day and told me one day (like out of the blue and at a time I somehow needed to hear it) - You love God? God love you Mama. :)

My mini-me

Trying to be the next 'soloist' - it's quite cute; every time I sing on stage, she wants to come on to play the piano and sing as well.

Snapshots of Koln

2010-09-23T05:04:00.005+08:00

A 'shooting star'

The Dom

From another angle

The Dom: Looking up and being in awe

One bright sunny morning

Old Germany

Down by the riverside

People people-watching

Kolsch bier

Street exhibition

Love locks

In Germany with the New Leica M9 Titan

2010-09-21T23:50:00.003+08:00

Holding A Limited Edition Leica Beauty

One of the reasons why I'm in Cologne Germany - to preview the fabulous Leica M9. Designed by automobile Audi designer, Walter de'Silva, there are only 500 pieces available worldwide and priced around SGD$40,000. No need for me to tell you about the technology, the Leica is legendary (and I'm sure you can google heaps of info on this wonderful brand).

Check it out close up!

Did I Not Say I Wanted To Be Superwoman?

2010-09-18T10:00:00.005+08:00

After I typed out the title of this post, I tried looking for a post past that was something similar and somehow I can't seem to find it. But I do remember saying it at some point that I wanted to be the 'Superwoman' who did it all.

And now at the end of imaginably the longest week possible for me, I'm feeling drained and my neck is aching at every turn. I can't describe how my body is feeling even. So my week - it's been work, house, claire, work, house, claire and you get the cycle. However I must add that I barely had time to even take a drink when I'm in the office or at the new house.

I'm off to Germany tomorrow night and as it is with work trips, there are a million and one preparations and other considerations for other client accounts as well as to make sure the team knows what to do while I'm gone. PS. I don't foresee much of leisure time, so don't congratulate me on this bit. I'm still working, on a saturday morning as I type - just wanted to banter on my 'quiet' blog.

The house thankfully seems to be going better as planned. And I'm sure it's because I'm down at the house to show face and monitor the progress everyday. I still need to go grab more tiles at Balestier and bring to the new house. Chore.

K is, as I type, in Bintan - golfing and getting pally with the big bosses. He has to do the usual entertaining thing since this is his first week at his new job and his big bosses are in town. My saving grace is Claire has been relatively obedient and easy - thanks to my parents and the TV. Argh. Story for another day.

Thanks for hearing the banter. Now it's back to work. I think I deserve to be called 'Superwoman', just with a painful neck ache. How glam.

Moo's Married!

2010-09-12T13:15:00.000+08:00

Moo & Me

At his wedding at Cricket Club

To Ramu - one of my bestest friend from old,

May God bless you and your lovely wife as you guys embark on an exciting new journey ahead - Marriage, Masters & the Land of the Rising Sun!

Love, Jo

Cologne, Germany

2010-09-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

That's where I'm (most likely) headed next Sunday!

For work, not for play. But does anyone know what's good there?

Mucking Around & Shadow Play

2010-09-09T20:59:00.001+08:00

Me & My Wacky Hubs

That's what we do when we are waiting around

and have nothing better to do.

The entire week past (and likely the many weeks to come) was all about the new house and renovations. You can read about the details in my other blog - Lofty Thoughts. We were waiting around for contractors and sub-cons (the electrician, carpenter, etc) to arrive to do the detailed briefing (briefs were done earlier) and decided to muck around with silly things around. The snapshots are of us shadow playing. I honestly can't remember what they are. I think K said a bird and a chocolate fountain. See you if can guess what's what. Looks more like variants of aliens to me. :P

Baby It's Grand!

2010-09-06T01:03:00.003+08:00

Checked Off My Life's Wish List: A Baby Grand!

Signed, sealed and to be delivered to our new home in November.

*Big Grins*

Photo Credit: EvenShift///3 on Flicker

The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost

2010-09-05T03:51:00.000+08:00

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim,

Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way,

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

Finally. I Got My P-Plate.

2010-09-01T10:37:00.001+08:00

The Triangle That's Stuck To Hubby's Sports Car.

Grin.

After 12 years (since the first lessons), I'm so thankful and somewhat embarrassed to say I've gotten my driving license (as of 31 Aug 2010). This whole driving issue has been the bane of my life - from failing to failed conversions, to learning and getting pregnant and more - and of course heaps of teasing and poking from family and friends (was worse when my younger sis got her license. sigh). And that was my big secret for the past 3 months. So you just imagine the sigh of relief.

The entire test experience was significant in itself and I laugh and cry every time I think about it. More than anything I'm thankful God was gracious - he really made this small 'miracle' happen. Just a quick recount: Heaps went wrong, and usually they do when you're nervous and your heart's feeling as though it's jumping out of your body and all you want to do is rush to the toilet and pee. I went to the wrong car. And the small Indian examiner said 'I think you went to the wrong car'. I profusely apologized and he pointed me to the right vehicle. We did the circuit dos and at the parallel park, I hit the curb. Fail. I thought that was it. And I went through the rest of the test in a state of despair and disappointment. All through the way though, I kept asking the Lord for a miracle. In my heart I was still hoping for a maybe. We go back to the driving centre and the tester made me wait for what felt like forever. And finally when he came out, he told me that I was really anxious and needed to be careful. By then I think my mind sort of switched off and just upset with my silly mistake. He then puts my score in front of me and said I passed. Some tap just switched on and I could not help but cry (almost like non-stop). The Indian examiner laughed and told me 'remember, don't be too anxious'.

Drama huh. Just the way life seems to always be. There's always a story to tell and always something to thank God for.

Today Is The Day

2010-08-31T10:28:00.010+08:00

I’m casting my cares aside

I’m leaving my past behind

I’m setting my heart and mind on You

Jesus

I’m reaching my hand to Yours

Believing there’s so much more

Knowing that all You have in store for me is good

Is good

Chorus:

Today is the day You have made

I will rejoice and be glad in it

Today is the day You have made

I will rejoice and be glad in it

And I won’t worry about tomorrow

I’m trusting in what You say

Today is the day

I'm putting my fears aside

I’m leaving my doubts behind

I’m giving my hopes and dreams to You

Jesus

I’m reaching my hand to Yours

Believing there’s so much more

Knowing that all You have in store for me is good

Is good

(Chorus)

*PS. Please pause the ipod on the right column. :)

Bad News = Cash Strapped

2010-08-19T21:00:00.002+08:00

The bad news - the contents in the letter are correct, according to HDB. Now we are 60K short. Honestly I don't even know if that 60K existed in the first place. But the thing that got me really more upset at HDB today was how the agent could turn the tables and say that I didn't tell her I pay CPF every month. And FYI she had all my personal documents (bank statements) to make those calculations. Additionally she added that the amount she gave was only an estimate. In my head, I'm thinking ánd that ranges from what? $1 to $100K? Sigh.

Ok so now the good news. We have some cash to spare. That's savings that we are dipping in of course but it's not as bad as that I have to sell my bonds or shares or go borrow money. Thank God! Still the budget is completely off and I have to look at cutting my renovation budget. Very depressing. Very. To think I have been dreaming big dreams these few months.

I've been advised that we can log a complaint for bad judgement, poor counsel and misleading information. I don't exactly want to put someone out of a job (and I know if I really want to, I probably could find that energy in me to) but I really don't think I should be paying for such service rendered.

Dilemma.

Holland 2nd Appointment

2010-08-19T08:45:00.003+08:00

I came back last night, opened my mailbox (after some time of not opening) and had the shock of my life. We recieved a HDB (for my non-Singaporean friends, it's Housing Development Board) letter notifying us of the proceeds from the sale of our place and discovered that the cash component that we will be recieving (in fact later today) is around 60K short of what was initially calculated for us by our agent.

This seriously throws a spanner into the works and affects all the budgets and renovation plans. From making a profit (after minusing out a huge renovation budget), we might now be making a 'loss' and have to dip into our savings. I can't get this around my head and just don't know what to do. We'll know for sure later when we get to HDB I suppose.

But at this point I'm really upset about this agent. And I'm guessing it's more likely her mistake than HDB's. She has been extremely unprofessional, made tons of hiccups (of which we had to bear the brunt, but then again it was a few hundred dollars - not great), subjected us to the anger from other co-agents for being 'unethical' (that was according to them), showed many times that she didn't know what she was doing and relied on the co-broke agent (representing my buyer) and just hasn't given good counsel. I question even did she do all she can to get me the best price possible for the sale of my place? We were thankfully, really fortunate to have a very nice and accommodating co-broke agent and buyer.

If the contents of the letter hold true, I am seriously considering to withdraw the commission due to this agent. Yet I struggle as to if this is the right thing to do. But her poor counsel has caused me much grief in this entire sale process.

We'll know later for sure I guess. Please pray for us.

Lofty Thoughts

2010-08-16T16:56:00.003+08:00

Introducing my latest project

Lofty Thoughts

on http://lovethathome.blogspot.com

Spent all weekend trying out Wordpress and decided BlogSpot still rules! :D

Please share your thoughts and comments.

Mister Golden Sun

2010-08-14T15:01:00.003+08:00

Claire Draws Mister Golden Sun

Mr Sun Sun Mister Golden Sun

Please shine down on me!

Oh Mr Sun Sun Mister Golden Sun

Hiding behind the tree...

These little children are asking you

To please come out so we can play with you

Mr Sun Sun Mister Golden Sun

Please shine down on me!

It's looking like another gloomy saturday afternoon - dark clouds looming and threatening to rain. K's happy because it was sunny this morning and he managed to play the full 18-hole golf. Claire's happy because Mama ordered McDonald's breakfast this morning. Both are in the room trying to nap, waiting for Mister Golden Sun to come out and play... Yet another lazy saturday.

My Today

2010-08-12T23:51:00.006+08:00

Today I had a productive day at work - new projects won, clients happy and boss happy.

Today I was disappointed with the young staff who altogether 'disappeared' and fell sick on me.

Today I had lunch on my own and enjoyed some quiet time to myself (plus some people watching). Until my sis-in-law arrived and shared the rest of lunch with me.

Today I bought a book to jot down my expenditure and store my receipts and I spent money on two interior design magazines and a paint book for Claire.

Today I got upset with K because he forgot he was supposed to meet me. Today I was thankful he helped with the ironing, and I didn't even ask him to.

Today I wrote an email to the head of Citibank, the MD to provide feedback about the disappointment service I received as a customer (it's so bad I've cancelled my credit cards, bank account and home loan) and was surprised he personally wrote back. Didn't make it all better though.

Today I did my 'secret thang' - which I will hopefully share soon about.

Today I found an online UK retailer with a great quote for the wallpaper rolls I was lusting over and got it at least 30% cheaper than if I got it at a store in Singapore.

Today I snuggled under the sheets with my baby, trying to get her to sleep and was happy to hear her offer to pray for me. Dear God thank You for 'bessing' Mama'.

Today I am happy because I know I'm blessed.

Happy 45th Singapore

2010-08-09T23:32:00.013+08:00

The Singapore Flag

Photo Credit: Atlantic Council

I chanced upon an article online and thought how interestingly it summed up Singapore. While its header reads 'Singapore Security Motto: Be As One' and largely expounded on Singapore's home security and system within which it aims and (seemingly) successfully counters terrorism and all related foreign and internal crimes, I was more pleased with some of the key positives points this foreign article picked up of Singapore.

What Singapore has achieved and what is tested and retested day and night is light-years beyond what is possible in the United States without incurring the wrath of civil libertarians. But Singaporeans, almost 5 million, are remarkably self-disciplined in a seamless cultural, ethnic and religious amalgam of Malay, Chinese, Indian and European influences.

More than 10 million tourists a year descend on the world's most important city-state, which is also the world's top container port. With two new major resort areas, 30 million visitors are expected by 2015. Singapore Airways was the first to buy the 550-passenger Airbus 380. The city's huge hub airport puts every major U.S. airport to shame.

Today Singapore celebrates its 45th year of independence and as a Singaporean, I am proud of all the successes my country has achieved. No doubt credit be to good and brilliant leaders but more than not, thanks and praise be to God.

Our Lovely City Skyline with the relatively new Marina Bay Sands

Photo Credit: Flicker User ThamWK

Thank You Lord for blessing Singapore with years of peace and prosperity. Thank You God for a nation that we can be so proud of and where its citizen are able to live harmoniously and where opportunities abound for all. Most importantly thank You for a homeland where we can openly worship and praise You.

Happy 45th Birthday Singapore!

Ma Maison!

2010-08-09T00:04:00.004+08:00

Ma Maison Restaurant at Parco, Marina Bay

(New wing at Millennia Walk)

I have to rave about this Japanese chain serving up a fusion of Jap/Asian and Western cuisine because it's lived up to every expectation. It was our usual weekend of looking for furniture, household stuff and we went by Harvey Norman at Millennia Walk. It was thereafter that we chanced upon Ma Maison.

This was the latest of three outlets in Singapore and while I've seen and heard much about the Central branch (it's perpetually crowded by the way), I was pleasantly surprised to see the restaurant at Millennia and of course quite happy to have gotten a table. Ma Maison means 'my house' and I love that it has a homely cosy ambience, somewhat like a cosy English cottage. Seated in the restaurant, you wouldn't have guessed that it was a Japanese chain of restaurants. Then again the Japanese are known for their hospitality and service and that was what we got.

Clam Chowder, Scallop Carpaccio, Hamburger Steak & Seafood Paella

Every bit was delish. While the food wasn't exactly cheap and I wasn't expecting it to be either, I felt it was worth every penny. We spent 70 bucks and it was a memorable meal, for its food, for its ambience and for its service.

Did I forgot to add: Ma Maison has a family promotion now. Dad gets a pint of Asahi, Mom gets a scoop of ice-cream and Kiddo gets a small toy. Or rather, I had the beer, Claire got her toy and she and I shared the ice cream. :D Sorry hubs.

Our happy family!

Pastor Mummy

2010-08-07T10:32:00.005+08:00

Trinity Theological College Graduation Ceremony 2007

Me with Dad and Mom

She graduated with an M.A. in Divinity

At a few years shy from sixty, my mother dearest has decided to take a huge leap of faith and is now officially a methodist pastor (as of 1 Aug 2010). I'm really proud of her because even though she could possibly retire and start enjoying life (after years of slogging at work and taking care of my sisters and I), she chose to step out of her comfort zone and spend the rest of her life in ministry. More than anything, I'm happy she's answered God's call - not always the easiest thing to do (I'm not sure if I could).

'And (she) shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that bringeth forth (her) fruit in (her) season; (her) leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever (she) doeth shall prosper' Psalm 1:3

May God bless her in her twilight years, and grant her her most 'fruitful season' yet. In all she does, may she always bless and encourage others and bring more souls to the wonderful Kingdom of God and glorify the Lord.

Your Hand In Mine

2010-07-27T13:24:00.004+08:00

Knowingly Blissful

Today I saw a couple on the train and couldn't help but look their way. They were just holding hands and standing quietly, waiting for their stop. Everytime someone had to pass them, they let him pass and went back to holding hands and standing in that same spot. And it wasn't a strange sight. It just felt like they were very at ease and very in bliss. And I thought that was really very nice - to find no need for chatter and just to know your other half is by your side and just feeling bliss.

Happy 100th Birthday Grandma!

2010-07-25T20:03:00.009+08:00

K's Sweet Grandma Turns 100!

The weekend was a blast celebrating K's grandma's 100th birthday. K has one of the biggest families ever - at least 'biggest' I've seen. His grandma has 10 sons and a daughter and tons of children and grandchildren. That's on his dad's side. His mom's side is equally big. Scary. Ha! Especially during Chinese New Year when I have to give out red packets (of money). :S

But it was really lovely to see uncles and aunties and cousins back from all over, the UK, Canada and Australia. I think it's been more so nice since all of them are such lovely people. Friday night we had dinner with most of the family at a Loyang chalet (correction, huge bungalow) and I hung out with them for some drinks at Zouk, Velvet. Till 4 in the morning! Hubs was home with the little one (he had to tee off at 7am :P).

Back to his grandma - I think she's really blessed to have lived till so long and to have such a big and loving family. I was amused at the enthusiasm the uncles and aunties had though, preparing and putting up items for her birthday dinner at Singapore Island Country Club. I had to sing a song as well, which was somewhat embarrassing, but I thought... for the sweet old lady... :)

Uncles dressed to the nines (with a huge red bow tie and glittery gold top hats) serving the first dish, male cousins stripping down to a warrior outfit (actually it's more a mix of some hawaiian dress skirt and colorful clown-like flowers) carrying grandma down the aisle for her grand entrance... and more. What a show!

Photos with the family girls - 80% of the family are boys btw.

And my favourite family shot so far!

To Ah Ma: May God continue to pour bountiful blessings into your life and may everyday you have, have His Presence and Love! Happy Birthday!

Furniture Shopping with Claire: Ikea and Air

2010-07-18T22:06:00.014+08:00

Sale now on in Singapore: 8 July - 1 August 2010

Kid on sofa not included.

Don't you just love Ikea? I think it's cheap, chic and good - the most famous of Scandinavian / Swedish brands. K (as with many others) says some of the wooden furniture ain't too good - his old table caved in with too many stuff sitting on top of it. But for its price, I think if it can last me a good few years and if the fault isn't sore sight, then Ikea is still fab. I love its simple clean designs.

We went by Ikea a couple of times, looking for some basic design ideas like flowerpot lamps and large ball lighting for the kitchen, toilets and patio. Great money savers and fabulous designs don't you think? Sadly these weren't on sale.

Less than $100 each!

Sale now on and up until 25 July 2010

Tough to shop with Claire.

Although sometimes it's comical to see how she entertains herself.

We spent $5k this weekend on a dining table and a tv console. I'll keep mum on the actual designs but the sale was really very good. The prices we paid were after almost 40% discount!

For those of you who don't know of Air, it's a lovely Singapore brand that has made quite a name for itself and is now in various furniture fairs all over the globe and has also won a couple of awards. Google up for their designs or check out their flagship store at 28 Wilkie Road.

Here Fishy Fishy!

2010-07-18T19:44:00.004+08:00

Oh I forgot! The girl goes 'pish', 'hi pish!'

Highlight of her week (well, I'm hoping it's her highlight): 5 fishes and a new fish tank. Hmm. Maybe I should read her the story of 5 fishes and 2 loaves tonight. We've been to a couple of friends' homes where the kids (mostly older than Claire) have hamsters and rabbits, and fishes too, and she's usually intrigued with the animals. So we thought we buy her her first pet.

To my animal-loving friends, yes... I guess a fish isn't exactly a pet. But I'm not exactly good or careful with pets to take care of them ever so constantly - rabbits have died under my care. Can't remember about hamsters and guinea pigs but my dog did get stolen - no fault of mine. Fingers crossed these fish survive for a good period of time.

Back to the new members of the family... K picked those fish - I don't even know what breed that's called but I know I've seen them around and apparently they are super hardy types. Please tell me if you do know. I picked the rest. So yes, it looks pleasant. K asked Claire 'Shall we name the fish?' She said 'pish one, pish two?' Hmm.

Simple and chic. Cost us 28 bucks - fish, fish food included.

Not exactly as visually stimulating as the tv, but I think it's quite relaxing to watch the fish swim around in the tank. And hopefully it teaches Claire a thing or two about caring for animals, something... :)

Behind The Scenes

2010-07-15T00:04:00.002+08:00

What you don't get to see: Behind the scene at a press conference

That's what I do. I work behind the scenes and (try to) make things happen on the news and for my client. People think PR is pretty glamorous, well... I guess depending on your client type, it could be. But with more corporate clients (and I work with mostly these), you do a lot more strategic and often 'silent' work. It's usually madness before any event and then when the event happens, you stand in the wings and make sure all goes as plan for your client - the 'star'. And don't get me wrong. I love what I do. And I think I'm lucky to love it (most of the time - better make that disclaimer, just in case!).

One event down, one more to go early next week. Ps. This week is pretty crazy. :S

Home Touch: Green and Brown

2010-07-10T14:53:00.003+08:00

I'm loving this look!

Watch this space for the new home -

Thinking of creating a separate blog to blabber about interiors and my reno experience. :)

Photo Credit: Living Etc online

Her First Major Fall

2010-07-08T11:06:00.002+08:00

Body Cuts photographed on Day 2

Claire fell pretty seriously for the first time 2 days ago. While I blame myself for taking my eyes off her (although sometimes it's really tiring to keep watching her all the time), I thank God the cuts were only surface wounds and should heal up fast.

We were walking home from the carpark and took one of the usual routes. It was just a large pavement with a small drain on one side. The drain opening was about the size of Claire's body width. I walked in front of Claire and K was behind her and before I knew it, K yelled. I can't remember what he yelled now, but the minute he did, I turned and saw Claire in the drain, her arms supported her from falling further. It was a deep drain.

She started crying and I think more so from the shock of falling into a drain and when we pulled her out, we found one side of her tee shirt lifted up to her armpits and the side of her body scratched. After a while it started bleeding and we had to get it washed and wrapped up. Poor baby. I guess she wasn't looking when she was walking.

Nevertheless being the mom I am, I started questioning myself about slacking off even for that brief moment. Honestly I do that quite often, mostly when I think it's a safe place. Bad.

Claire's better today. The wound hasn't completed dried up because we had to put on a large bandage when she goes to school. Interestingly she wanted to. I wanted to stay home with her but she said she wanted to attend class. According to her teacher, she went around showing everyone her wound/bandage and told them that she fell into a drain and asked for a hug. My mom says she's as manja as I was, am. :)

Bali and Back

2010-06-29T13:25:00.002+08:00

The Breathtaking Ocean View from the Grand Hyatt Nusa Dua in Bali

We spent a lovely week with good friends in Bali and while a couple of my friends commented that six days is a little too many days for a beach holiday, the week of idleness and laziness is never enough. Not when work is what awaits at the end of that week anyway.

Not exactly my idea of a holiday cos I'm pretty much a city girl and I can never seem to sit still with no objective in sight (I think Bali was to spend some good time with friends and to get a nice tan). Still, it was a much treasured week 100% away from work (I brought my lappie but didn't even take it out of the bag!) and 100% with the family. A more lengthy post to follow, with a lot more photos... cos it's back to the busy busy grind.

Clairey: Having a whale of a time!

Toilet Madness

2010-06-18T15:26:00.004+08:00

In its half done state

This was just about what I had to go through for about seven days, since last wednesday. If my camera could capture the amount of dust and dirt that was hanging around in the air of my entire house, I would have snapped that shot for you as well! From finding the exact same tiles (my new buyer wanted it to look exactly the same) to the hacking to the waterproofing to the tiling to fitting back the accessories to REDO-ing them all (all because the workers made a mistake!!), toilet renovations were positively hell.

Why? Because my toilet was leaking to my neighbour's toilet (she wasn't staying in her flat though - she rents it out - lucky her). And HDB got involved, and undertook renos. All that's fine... even paying 1K is fine. But the mess! Oh the mess! Oh and because we only had one toilet, we had to move out to stay at my mom's. We had to unfortunately be home everyday, even the whole weekend to 'watch over' the man.

When that all ended, the entire family fell ill. K, Claire and I. Must be the dust and dirt. Sigh.

God Grant Me Strength

2010-06-17T09:17:00.003+08:00

I feel tired and sickly and a mixed bag of emotions - stressed with work, worried for K and his work, concerned about home issues and overall just very very tired and unsettled. God grant me strength and courage to face whatever today brings my way.

Psalm 18:32-34 NIV

It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; he enables me to stand on the heights. He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze.

Refreshing Times at Church Camp

2010-06-13T10:29:00.005+08:00

Elim at Church Camp in Malacca

4 - 7 June 2010

We recently trooped up to Malacca for our 4th church camp with our small group Elim (sadly not everyone was able to make it). And while I was only able to sit in for half the sessions (K and I took turns to bring Claire to Children's Ministry), I had a refreshing time listening in on the theme sermons by Rev Lawrence Seow. His sermon delivery and speaking style (constantly peppered with humour) made it a whole lot more enjoyable than what I remember of other church camp speakers. Earlier church camps felt memorable though, perhaps because of close friends (who made it then and not this time round) and also because it was Malacca yet again. Time to explore another venue I think!

Snapshots of dear friends

(Godma Liz, Godpa Kar Wing, Alex and Chi Siong)

Drawing up the Elim banner

On the prowl for food!

Photos of my beautiful baby

I think she was really able to enjoy and appreciate camp this time round. I'm just looking to the day I can leave her alone at Children's Ministry.

Home Touch: Luxurious Walk-In Closets & Beautiful Ottomans

2010-06-02T18:41:00.011+08:00

Nicky Hilton's Fabulous White Walk-In

'I like my money where I can see it - hanging in my closet'

- Carrie Bradshaw

Aye aye! The obvious luxury (BIG) item for any girl when doing up her home with some additional play space is a walk-in wardrobe. Note (hubby), it's 'luxury'. Hehe. Seriously, I've dreamt about this space for a long time and with almost 1,500 sqft of free play, Mama Jo's now gotten some 150 - 200 sqf for all her beautiful threads. The potential study was unfortunately sacrificed. With 3 laptops and wireless connectivity, we sort-of decided to have other lounge-like spaces to work at - think cafe-style casualness.

And so I look to Carrie Bradshaw and the heaps of celebrities and socialites and their amazingly beautiful walk-ins for design inspirations.

Eva Longoria and her walk-in closet of shoes and bags

Sweet Closet Space

Love the patterned wallpaper and the cute colorful stool

A little messy looking, but hey that's a much-loved closet for sure!

A huge room dedicated to the ones you love...

Now if I had that big a house, I would turn one large room into my own personal boutique!

Love the white, clean and chic look.

Likely something I'll do for my own walk-in!

And you can't leave out your ottoman - the place to sit and swoon.

I'm thinking a punch of color here? That or the rug...

Something pink?

Something round?

Something sizzling red?

Or something you could call your own...

Like Anya Hindmarch's bespoke pieces!

Check this piece by Haute House.

Wonder if they ship to Singapore now. Grin.

Who's the lucky girl? :)

Sinful Desserts at Skinny Pizza & Date Days

2010-06-01T23:17:00.007+08:00

Warm Banana Salted Caramel Cake

My fabulous Leica goes everywhere I go these days. And of late it's been more often than not at Skinny Pizza at Wheelock Place. I find everything on their menu gorgeous and perfect to my taste buds and liking. Other than pizzas (and by its name it really should be shouldn't it - oh and its Squid Ink Pizza is the best, in my humble opinion), the desserts are really really good. Full bodied, rich and an interesting blend of varied taste. Check out the photos taken with my current favorite toy. Makes everything look good. Yes yes? Grin.

Black Russian Ice Cream

Criminally Rich Chocolate Tart

Just look at the colour!

All taken on our date days out!

Thank God for half work days and flexi work hours - for us both. :D

Humoring the Husband and Entertaining Myself.

Hehe.

At his favorite spot at Isetan Scotts.

SATC2 & Carrie's Gorgeous Walk-In

2010-05-31T23:26:00.007+08:00

Thanks to the hubby's 'selfless sacrifice', I probably got to be the one of the privileged few to watch Sex And The City 2 the day it opened at the theatre - Thursday 27 May 2010. *Wide grin* Interestingly enough, I noticed a couple of giggles and smiles that escaped from my manly man.

As with most females, I've been a huge fan of SATC and Ms Carrie Bradshaw. I have DVDs of every episode and the coffee book as well. *giggle* That's the girly girl in me and my happy place. Re the movie, I'll leave it to you to watch and have your own view. You'll probably find heaps of reviews online as well. I would say this though, there've been better moments in its existence. Nevertheless it's great to see the girls together in action and all the fashion and style...

Samantha, Carrie, Miranda and Charlotte

in Abu Dhabi

My favorite part though, and current obsession: Carrie's grown up and sophisticated walk-in closet. Hopefully you'll see my version of it in my new home, in November. Grin.

Ain't it swell?

His and Hers.

Mine'll just be all Hers - pun intended :P

New Crush: Chloe Marcie

2010-05-25T13:53:00.005+08:00

I lust. Isn't this a gorgeous bag?

Life Doesn't Always Serve Up Rainbows & Candies

2010-05-22T15:01:00.002+08:00

From my post title, you can probably guess I haven't had a great week. I had thoughts about not posting but it was my week and with the good comes the bad and so I felt it should still be jotted down. I should keep it short though.

I had so much work it was not funny. There were times it got so intense, I felt my head was going to explode. This week had new clients and new biz - hence the crazy workload. That's the thing with managing a team and clients and all the responsibilities and trying to keep to the half day schedule. And a lot of it wasn't just about the work, it was dealing with people. Sometimes it's about taking the extra patience and time to teach the juniors (seriously those in my agency are a little too junior - I'm talking about a year's experience) and sometimes it was managing and understand certain behavior.

Couple intense work with embarrassing moments (I unknowingly stained my pants. That's all I'll say. Sigh) and an upsetting incident with the hubs, the week was not good, not good. Today I'm home, trying to get down to completing a newbiz pitch, which I desperately want to win - not just because it's a great account, it's also one my big boss thinks we don't stand a chance (against a number of branded agency).

Well. There's always next week. Hopefully it'll surprise me with a bed of roses.

Happy Birthday Old Man! - With Love, Your Old Woman

2010-05-18T00:06:00.006+08:00

As always, the events planner had a ball organizing a few get-togethers for her most important man. I think it's in-built in me - I love planning parties and I love the resulting smiles. Thanks to all our wonderful friends for spending a few hours out with the birthday boy!

Precious photos to tell our weekend story (plus the fact that I'm a little lazy to type it all out, especially after laying out the shots!):

To the 36 year old man,

*loud shouts* I LOVE YOU!

Hope you enjoyed it all!

With love, your old woman

Home Touch: Outdoor Furniture

2010-05-13T22:58:00.011+08:00

Lin Pod Bench by Leif.designpark

Very retro and very cool with a plant hole

Having decided to create a huge balcony by eating into some of the existing flat space, I'm looking around for interesting outdoor (has to be durable and endure the harsh sun and rain conditions) pieces. Still thinking what to go for as the space isn't exactly big and there's a wall (that I can't knock down) somewhere in between. And the options out there are numerous - benches, chairs, chaise loungers, swings? Show me some love people and vote on one for me!

Love the stone wall and the easy bench / lounger

Love the white cane chairs!

It would go with the postmodernist look we're gunning as the overall theme for the house (although it might change to be a mix of a few themes I think!)

Mariposa Chair by Kate Rider

Very sleek... very modern...

Swedese Desiree Outdoor Chair

The white fan shape called out to me in an instant.

Kettal Maia

I think I've seen this piece in the stores.

Kendo Lounge Chair by Murillo

Or this sunny piece? By Filipino designers. A modern take on a traditional asian cane type.

Cocoon by Patricia Urquiola

Or this? I love how gorgeous and colorful it looks! I can imagine Claire in there all day. :)

Rendition: Journey

2010-05-12T23:56:00.003+08:00

Sharing a beautiful song and my song offering this weekend. Done a little too slow though I think. :S

Nevertheless hope you guys enjoy this rendition.

It's a long long journey

Till I know where I'm supposed to be

It's a long long journey

And I don't know if I can believe

When shadows fall and block my eyes

I am lost and know that I must hide

It's a long long journey

Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent

Drifting on through empty shores

Wondering what's my purpose

Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter

I know I will cry

I know you'll be standing by my side

It's a long long journey

And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands

I don't even know why

I do the things I do

When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul

Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It's a long long journey

Till I feel that I am worth the price

You paid for me on calvary

Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes

It feels like everything is out to make me lose control

It's a long long journey

Till I find my way home to you

To you

- -

"One thing I ask of the LORD, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his temple."

Psalm 27:4

Work Hole

2010-05-11T19:47:00.000+08:00

A view of my sunny yellow office

I Love Being 'Mama'

2010-05-10T00:31:00.007+08:00

Happy Sunflowers From K & Claire

Before I became a mother, I never thought much about being one. It never occurred how my life, my perspective on life and my sense of fulfillment of life would change. And for the better really, I would like to think. Sometimes I ask myself, could it be because I have such a wonderful kid? Claire has been nothing but pure joy since she was a tiny bub - easy to care for, delightful and bubbly in her personality, obedient and loving. But no, even if she were otherwise, life would still be different. And different in a good way.

While there are days I envy friends who have the freedom to enjoy their singleton activities and days I feel the stresses trying to balance everything that's going on, I would never have it another way. In times when my friends seemingly failed me and work and all don't seem to go right, I look at my beautiful daughter and I still do deeply feel God's goodness in my life. How life has such joy and pleasure now, and how it seems to be sufficient.

I thank God for giving me this gift of motherhood, that through this I can be moulded in a better someone. I have learnt and am still learning how to be a good role model, in the things I say and do, how to be patient and how to do everything in love and only love. And it was easy enough to lose some things that I initially held important and sacrifice them all for the sake of her.

It took motherhood to show me the importance of being a loving daughter to my own mother. It took motherhood to show me what is more important in life. And the payment? Pure love. I'm sure all you mummies know what I mean. Happy Mother's Day all!

To my sweet daughter Claire,

You mean the world to me. I love you.

xoxo, Mama

Friday 7 May 2010 - Remembering the Moments

2010-05-08T12:34:00.008+08:00

K and I both took leave to celebrate our fifth year anniversary and although he had booked a pretty swanky restaurant, I suggested we spend the day just doing the simple yet memorable stuff. For one I didn't think we needed to spend so much to commemorate a special day, and two that dough could pretty well be used across the entire day. And you know what, I think we had such a great (and pretty much a sunny) day - just taking it easy and doing what we liked to do.

Lunch at 'Beach Road Prawn Mee'

(Located along East Coast Road)

After dropping Claire off at school, we headed to the east.

This is probably one of my favourite prawn mee stalls. The other two being one actually at beach road itself and the other at adam road hawker centre. The good part about eating early (before noon) on a friday afternoon, it was easy to get a table and K was able to wash and vacuum his car at the Caltex station opposite! The bad: I think the quality has dropped. Prawns were disappointly small as well. Nevertheless it's the company that made it a plus.

370 East Coast Road

This one has since expanded to occupy two shop space, and one of the stalls I frequent when I was staying at Siglap. Sadly it's getting a tad bit expensive - a medium sized bowl costing $8.80. The ngoh hiang's pretty good too.

At The Movies

After going by for some groceries at Siglap Centre, and paying my aunt a visit, we went down to Cineleisure Orchard for a movie. I was actually hoping to catch Sex And The City 2 but alas it wasn't out. And we caught Iron Man 2 in the end. It was ok - not bad, but not fantastic. Ok. I slept a little in between, amidst all the fighting... That's a blurry shot taken with my Nokia.

At The Farm - FarmArt

(67 Sungei Tengah Road)

The day would not be complete without Claire. Which day is. That's the kind of parents we are I suppose - we find it difficult to not have our sweet daughter around.

So we googled and found a farm in ulu Lim Cho Kang. We picked Claire after the movie and headed far west. I was personally pretty excited about visiting a farm. But sadly it was pretty disappointing with a handful of animals to thrill - turtles, frogs, goats, rabbits, guinea pigs and fish. But as with most little kids, Claire was still delighted seeing these animals - as she always is most days. I always thank God for such a happy child.

Word of caution: If you have high expectations of a farm, then please don't visit this one.

Gusttimo for Ice Cream

After we had roamed all over the island, we ended as always back in town and at Ion for a quick sushi dinner and ice-cream. I had promised Claire we would go somewhere she wanted - I asked 'MacDonalds or Ice-Cream?' and her answer was immediate (a couple of times over the past week too). I was looking for a Haagen Dazs though - is there one at Orchard? A proper cafe, not take-away. (The nearest I could think of was Centrepoint... Hmm).

And what better way to end a lovely day than with wonderful people at our Small Group.

We tabao-ed heaps of Old Chang Kee too. :)

To The One I Know I Can't Live Without

2010-05-06T23:53:00.005+08:00

Remembering Those Special Moments:

Here's one on our Wedding Day. He surprised me with a 'fairytale kiss'.

Date: 7 May 2005

They say that you don't marry someone you can live with, you marry the person who you cannot live without. That truly hits the nail on the head and how I feel as I ponder about the five years we've shared together. Marriage really isn't easy, there are always quarrels and disagreements. But I believe it as a lifelong commitment to work at being together and building each other to become better individuals when we are apart. A lifetime... When you think about it, it really seems difficult and awfully long. But at the end of the day, when you both share the same goals, desires and focus in life, marriage is a precious gift. God knows we all need company and support as we go through the ups and downs in life.

Here's to my sweetie pie and the one I can't live without:

I love you for being the man you are.

Quietly supportive. Generous in your love.

Always patient and always around.

Dependable and kind.

Thank you for putting up with my many idiosyncrasies and tolerating my short-temperedness.

Thank you for accepting the person I am and always patiently trying to correct my shortcomings. Thank you for loving me despite me being the imperfect person I am.

I love you for being a loving father, who's always there for our family.

I love you for always being willing to do more than what's your fair share - for helping out with household chores and looking after Claire when I'm tired or in need of a night out.

I love you because I know I will never find another who is perfect for me in every way.

Happy 5th Anniversary! And here's to many more...

xoxo, Jo

The Good, The Bad & The Ugly?

2010-05-06T09:40:00.004+08:00

Since my last post, it's been a mix bag of emotions and activities. The good always comes with the bad I suppose. Or the bad with the good? Well I shalln't keep dwelling on the bad, but in gist it was mostly all about work - overloaded and stressed up, unkind comments and slightly hurt feelings, thoughtful considerations about how to deal with people and learnings about my shortfalls. Life goes on nevertheless yes, and I take it that I learn as I trudge along.

The good: I decided it was time to leave on the dot and not spend too much additional time at work (and accumulate leave days) and since last friday, I managed to catch up with so many friends. Afternoons were spent shopping and having tea with mummy friends and those who didn't work regular hours and the weekend was perfect with a double date night, with one of our favorite couples and furniture window shopping. And last night was precious catching up with a bunch of girlfriends and over 'Mala' steamboat too - yums! It's really been too long since I made time for friends.

And the 'Ugly'?

I finally did my brows.

(the left brow shows the end product, the right is the dye setting in.. scared you, didn't I!)

Yes I paid close to 1K for semi-permanent organic dye on my eyebrows. They call it Brow Resurrection at Browhaus and essentially it's cutting the surface of the skin (no blood no blood) and letting dye absorb in. One week on and it's still there. It's supposed to last more than a year. Well they said a year and a half to two. I'm doubtful though because some of the dye has since come off. Sigh. Updates again in a month's time ya. For now, it really does save 15 mins of my time every morning and it looks 'not-too-bad'.

Silent Screams, Manic Monday

2010-04-26T16:10:00.006+08:00

Current mood: Stressed out and gloomy

1. Bub's sick - fever, flu & cough

2. Took today off to care for her

3. Worked from home, tons of work to do (2 events this week)

4. Quarreled with the hubs over the stupidest stuff

5. Can't find things in the house, including wire to load photos from cammie to lappie

6. Worried about toilet leak, HDB checks and home sale

7. Tons of other things to do including write bank letter to discharge loan, talk to lawyers, agents, interior designs, get cracking on stuff for friends, fleur orders... ARGH.

8. Cranky mood, upset tummy and headache. oh headache.

*cry*

Home Touch: A Swing Or Two?

2010-04-24T11:33:00.009+08:00

A simple wooden plank swing in the sophisticated home

I'm always looking for ideas to make the home somewhat more unique and here's one which would not only be quite special, it would be especially fun for Claire as well. And I know I need not even ask her opinion - she would love it, even when she's much older. I would love to have a swing or two in the new home, one that perhaps doesn't move too 'wildly' in the living space or perhaps balcony and another in Claire's room? Grin. Wouldn't it be a lovely touch?

This all white swing feels whimsical and fairytale-like in this romantic floral environment

(First & Second photos from This is Glamorous)

These brightly colored fabric padded swings with tassels are just gorgeous. Perfect for the chic adult space or the colorful child's room.

(Each apparently cost USD 2,200 - from Modern Convenience)

Alternatively, there's always affordable Ikea!

Love the two simple swing designs. Maybe I should go by Ikea to check them out!

A more comfortable child swing seat alternative

(From Haba)

Tempting tempting...

Lash Me Pretty

2010-04-21T10:58:00.002+08:00

Somewhat Exaggerated Gorgeous Eyelashes

It's amazing how advanced we've gotten with technology and how a little pampering could make one, me feel quite the pretty pea. I had some time on my hands yesterday afternoon (well, more like I decided I shouldn't work the afternoon - and I'm not paid too anyway) and thought I give a go at eyelash perming. It was a pretty simple and painless procedure, and took around an hour. Basically it was applying a smelly perming lotion on my lashes and curling them around a tiny roller thingy. After an hour, I felt like a korean starlet in the making! *blink blink*

If you're interested, google Browhaus. The treatment cost $70 (before GST) and will last me just under 2 months.

Only if you want to feel like a STAR. *wink wink*

Bubbles & A Foldable Bath Tub

2010-04-20T00:40:00.003+08:00

From A Real Cool World

Isn't this cool? Even the brand name is damn cool.

Our latest luxurious splurge for Claire - a huge bath tub. She's been enjoying her bath in this real cool foldable bath tub and the free bubbles machine that came with it.

My Life Is A Miracle

2010-04-19T21:33:00.008+08:00

Aside the lows of mass housecleaning (the aircon man and plumber came for a visit) and highs of my much-wanted pint of Erdinger over sunday lunch, I felt constantly reminded of God's goodness and grace over this weekend (and even now). With Claire and her newfound independence (or perhaps it was Auntie Ruth and her enticing stickers, yogurt, biscuits and what nots) with the other kids at Small Group (we have a growing kids group now), I had the opportunity to enjoy a tape sermon by Ps Edmund Chan. It was entitled 'Putting God in the Equation of Life'. I've probably never blogged much about Small Group, but it has always been the highlight of every tiring week, or should I say fortnight (we have it every alternative fridays - sometimes I do wish it was every week!). Often it closes my week with some perspective and re-aligns my thoughts and desires back to God.

Saturday made it more so thoughtful when we attended my uncle's (mother-sister-husband) father's funeral. I teared up a couple of times listening to the family's and guests' testimonials to the life of this old man who passed away. Even though I didn't know him, he looked like a lovely old man and was described by others to be a loving and fervent Christian. The short service made me think about how I wanted to be remembered (if I should 'return home'). On a side note and it may sound morbid thinking of it, I would like happy music played at mine.

And perhaps it always comes in threes, but as it was my turn to attend service (K was with Claire at Sunday School), I had the opportunity to enjoy Ps Alvin Chan's sermon on miracles. The one thing he said that struck and stuck was that 'it's not about changing our perspective, it was about having faith to believe that miracles do happen'. It may seem like a sermon meant for someone with a great need, but even for many of us who don't and we live blessed lives compared to others, it's then more about seeing God in every big and small area, recognizing them as miracles and giving thanks.

While there seems to be so many messages that I think God was trying to through to me and my purpose in life at large, it's this action point I take away: I believe my life from God to be a miracle and this life to be a miracle to bless others as well. Help me Lord to everyday lose a little more of me and gain a little more of you.

Take my life and let it be

Consecrated Lord to Thee

Take my moments and my days

Let them flow in ceaseless praise

Cherished Moments

2010-04-15T20:33:00.002+08:00

Best Part of My Day:

Grabbing A Quick Coffee With Jade & Minnie

I count myself in nothing else so happy as

in a soul rememb'ring my good friends

- William Shakespeare

Bubbly Love

2010-04-13T00:18:00.003+08:00

I had only one thing on my mind the entire manic and stressful monday - how nice it would be to have a pint of my favourite beer. There was just a non-stop influx of work, so much so I barely had time to run out and grab lunch. Thank God for nice colleagues. Anyho being a monday, no one's as mad as I am to want a beer, so I could only dream of one.

I may be female, and a mama at that, but I'm not too taken with the usual wines (there are some I enjoy - I can drink the whole bottle) and definitely not with the hardcore liquor or mixes. To me, a good pint of beer on an especially hot day (and in my bikini on the beach) is the perfect touch to any long and tiring day. Maybe tomorrow? Any takers? :)

My Top Three

Konig Ludwig Weissbier

(Too bad I can't seem to find it on tap here)
Erdinger White

Stella Artois

*hick* I can dream, can't I? *hick*

Leica: A Sight To Behold

2010-04-11T18:18:00.002+08:00

Leica D-Lux 4: To buy or not to buy

En Japanese Dining Bar

2010-04-11T09:41:00.005+08:00

Tops our list for best Japanese dining experience

If you love Japanese (and you're in Singapore), you would probably know of the En Bar. It's probably tops on our list when we think of Japanese food (especially fresh sashimi and sushi) and that's where we went last friday for date night. We just realized though that it's their 10th year in Singapore and maybe that's why they've been having a 50% of sashimi and sushi and 30% of drinks (including alcohol) during their 'Happy Hour' (before 8pm). That's besides the point though. We've always thought since more than 50% of their patrons were Japanese and it was tucked in a convenient spot at the ever popular Mohd Sultan Rd and had a great ambience and of course was perpetually crowded, it had to be great. But once you try some popular dishes, you'll understand why it's fabulous.

I remember the first time Emily (one of my good friends) introduced me to the place back in 2004 - when the Mohd Sultan area was still thriving with popular pubs and clubs. The En Bar was great because it opened till 3am (it still does). And it was great to be able to find a good dining spot after you've worked late into the night, in the office. Since then it was always the place to frequent, especially when I was hungry and looking for a nice place to hang out at.

Beef Carpaccio - a hot favourite

(and I had to have my usual Choya, on the rocks)

Happy Papa and Mama on Date Night

(Claire was on a date with Grandma and Grandpa. :P)

Cozy Ambience

Check it out the next time you're around River Valley and looking for a nice dining place. Alternatively they do have a relatively 'newer' branch along Bukit Timah at Crown Centre.

See their website - they have other Japanese eatery types as well.

Ice Cool Coconut

2010-04-08T23:45:00.004+08:00

Recent Addiction

Since ZDNet days, I've been ever so addicted to Coca Cola (and the original, non-diet version please. Diet and Zeros aren't the real thing.). It didn't help that the office fridge was always well stocked up with Coke (and Heineken). I don't remember a coffee machine. Hmmm. Anyho, of late I've been hooked onto something new - young coconut. I had heaps during my final month of pregnancy - apparently it aids labour, apparently.

Well now I'm back on it, most part because I found a fabulous coconut can drink. I think it hails from Thailand. Not the best looking drink can (in terms of design and name) but it's almost like the real thing! I've 6 cans in my fridge and I buy a can everyday from one of the drinks store at Maxwell market. Try it and let me know. :)

Ice Cool Young Coconut Drink

Available at NTUCs, SPC choices convenience store (the large can version is now $2.40 for 2) and more.

When It Was Just Two

2010-04-07T09:04:00.003+08:00

Pre-preggers shot in Perth

Was looking at old photos and thinking back on the good times.

Two was great. Three's wonderful - don't get me wrong here.

But you know, Two was great.

Just Another Day

2010-04-06T23:46:00.003+08:00

Do you ever wonder at the end of each day if you would remember that day? I'm in one of those thoughtful moods. Nothing special about today and I would probably forget about it in a week's time - if not for the fact I'm going to sum it up in a blog post.

My day today: Woke up twice or so in the wee hours of the morning. Felt nauseous. Nope, not pregnant. Must be the crabs last night. I think a part of it was a little uncooked. Bah. Uncomfortable tummy. Woke up at 7.30am. Make-up and blah blah. Ran for the train. After 9am. Again. Busy morning checking on other people's work. Emails. Rushed for a newbiz meeting. Heard someone from the team quit. Lunch with the boss. Chat about people and work. Sigh. Thoughts of work and work and more work. Headed towards Orchard. Photocopied floor plans. Met 2 IDs, back to back. Hung around and bought some sushi. Bought fries for Claire. Waited for a lift - from trusty ol' dad. Got back. Hugged the sleepy one who just awoke from her nap. Gave her the fries - she hugged me again. Sat in front of the lappie. Answered more emails. Thoughts of work and work and more work. Chatted with mom and sis over dinner. Fed Claire. K was back late. Home at 9pm. K went running. Claire & I stoned in front of the tele. She told me she needed to 'putt putt'. Got her to do it on the toilet bowl. Yay for Claire! Showered. Milk. Claire sleeps. In front of the lappie again. Msn ex-boss for IRA8 form. Called to waive bank's late charges. I'm late. Again. Stone. Tummyache? Post.

Highlight: Claire watches Handy Manny in the living area. I'm in the room watching a chinese drama. K's out running.

Mama - Claire?

(No answer)

Mama - Clairey...

(No answer)

Claire - Eh. (pause) Ya?

Mama - What are you doing?

Claire - Coming... (she runs to my room door) What Mama? *with a frown on her face*

Mama - You watching TV? (ok... I asked a dumb question I know. What does the kid know anyway)

Claire - Yesssssss (note. her irritation was visible. you could hear it in her tone and on her face)

Mama - Oh. Ok. Sorry. Go watch and close the door behind you.

Claire - Bye Mama. (closes door)

Was that my two year old talking to me? Right.

I probably forget this happened today. But isn't everyday a lovely day when you have someone special to come home to? Work can take care of itself. Tomorrow.

Look Up! Wallpapered Ceilings!

2010-04-05T22:31:00.007+08:00

The Wallpapered Treatment

While combing the web for more home design ideas, I chanced across some gorgeous ceiling ideas. To begin with, I absolutely adore wallpaper. My home is filled with wallpapers - mostly from Laura Ashley; although I'm beginning to discover the many wonderful independent artists out there. It's amazing how art on the wall can transform a room, from being clean and simple to something reflecting the user's tastes and likes and becomes the talking point.

Even though I'm pretty banged on a predominantly white and mid century modern themed living space, I'm still trying to look for some lovely wallpaper to fill the other rooms up with. In this post in particular, filling up the 'fifth wall'. Now isn't that a brilliant idea! Ceilings are mostly if not always the most ignored space in every room but check out some of these photos, truly a - modified and here being wallpapered - designed ceiling changes and adds interest to that area.

Graphic looks and stripes pops in the space.

Calming colors and prints add that bit of tranquility.

I could laze and stare at the ceiling all day. It's like being in your own 'Sistine Chapel'.

Not exactly wallpaper here, but this tent-like form turns this family room into a fairytale land.

I think I can have a bit of fun in Claire's new room and our new study. :D

Good Friday, Great Saturday & Happy Easter Sunday!

2010-04-04T17:34:00.007+08:00

Contributing talker/ 'writer': Claire Heidi Yeo

Our Good Good Weekend in Photos

Thank you God for Good Friday - for dying on the cross for me.

This friday in particular was super good because I 'moved' to sleep on my 'bed' with good night bear, hello kitty and minnie mouse. And even though I knocked my head against the cupboard at 5am the first night and cried, that was the only time I got up in the wee hours. Best thing's Mama's happy I slept through the next 2 nights and all on my own. I drank my milk, Mama read me my 'Jesus' book and we prayed together, then I closed my eyes and hugged my bolster and went to sleep. Mama says I'm a good good girl!

Saturday was Great!

We went to an interior designer's showroom on saturday afternoon. It was s-wank-ee. Mama says the man seems a bit 'beng' though. I loved the space and all the tables and chairs and running around with Papa's urm-brella. Oh and the 'meow meow' too.

That's me playing with Auntie Cheryl's camera!

We celebrated 3 birthdays this weekend. That's me in my pretty Baby Gap dress at Spruce during Uncle Andy's surprise birthday dinner. Mama spoilt the surprise because she was.. late. Again. It was also Auntie Cheryl's birthday (Mama went to District 9 for brunch with Auntie Cheryl's girlfriends) and cousin Christian's birthday. We celebrated cousin Christian's first birthday at Sol's cafe and it was fun because I got to play with balloons. There was a nice balloon uncle. Papa hates balloons. but I looooooooooooooove balloons!

Me & my Easter egg!

I love Sunday School! Every sunday we get to sing and dance, listen to bible stories, do arts and craft and have snacks. And I get to meet my friends. This sunday (and every day this week) it rained and rained but it was still a happy sunday. Because it's Easter and we celebrate Jesus being alive! Hope everyone's as happy as I am!

Happy Easter Sunday!

Claire & Darren

2010-03-29T15:58:00.003+08:00

Our/Her Hairdresser, Not Boyfriend

Finally got this photo out from my mobile. Always takes me forever to load up photos from my phone and from my camera for that matter. But ain't this cute? Darren gave K and I a haircut and then Claire one when she got up from her nap. Here she is, keeping really still. Maybe she's intimidating with his funky tattoos or maybe just too mesmorizing with his cool looks. :D

A Stress Free Weekend & Design Inspirations

2010-03-28T22:43:00.006+08:00

After a tiring week, I was glad the weekend came and with little plans too. I so needed some good rest. Work had been a non-stop whirlwind of activities. And it didn't help that the hubs went away on a work trip. But friday eventually came and K was back and we had our well-deserved date night - we went a little extravagant with dinner at our favourite restaurant Au Petit Salut.

Sat was the usual springcleaning day - I finally threw out some shoes, including my much-loved Marc Jacobs black patent slingbacks (the sling broke and would be a pain to fix, one of those elastic types... sobs). We spent the evening with a nice dinner at our new favourite spot, Bangkok Jam (a very affordable thai fusion modern restaurant) down at Great World City. Claire was rewarded with a Hello Kitty balloon (small sized one this time) for being a good girl - she's been very obedient along the week - thank God!

Sun's the usual church service. It was my turn to accompany Claire to Sunday School. And the rest of the day was casual; tim sum lunch at Ion, shop shop, furniture window shop, tea at Dempsey Dome, tabao dinner and slack. It was a pretty good weekend - for once not packed and we just enjoyed our own family time.

And now I'm back to yet another whirlwind week of activities - I've a madcap few days of press briefings and conferences and meetings. Despite it being a short week. Or should I say because it's a short week. Sigh.

Ah well. Here's some photos of design inspirations from my furniture window shopping.

Love this antique-looking dressing table. This would fit perfect in our new walk-in wardrobe.

Here's Claire lounging on a lovely swing seat. Maybe we should have something like this in the balcony? :)

Sick Dog & Barbie Dolls

2010-03-24T21:18:00.005+08:00

That's me.

I've been feeling as sick as a dog. Now that I've written that, where did that expression come from? Anyway, it's going to take forever to feel better. Since the huge ulcer on my lower gum caused by a wisdom tooth that grew out and comfortable and so I thought and then the tooth extraction last friday, I feel like every part of my mouth's swollen. Exaggeration. But seriously the teeth don't seem to sit properly and they bite the sides of my mouth. Ouch and double ouch.

Two days ago I wore an old pair of shoes and got a blister as huge as a thumb print and last night I scratched my face (with my fingernails yes) and have got a cut as big as a button. Today I think I ate too oily a pack of chicken rice and had a bad bad tummyache and spent too many a moment in the toilet. Cry. So pray that expression doesn't make sense and I'll get better soon.

And about the Barbie Dolls bit.

I couldn't find a picture of one with its head off its neck. But that what's been happening. Claire's into barbie dolls and I think pulling her head off. Nightmare.

The Wishbone Chair

2010-03-23T18:28:00.007+08:00

Hello. I saw you in my dreams.

PS. Hubs, would she and 5 of her look perfect in our new dining space?

Link: Wishbone by Danish designer Hans Wegner

Apartment Therapy & Good Cheer

2010-03-22T16:03:00.009+08:00

It's been a mad cap week or so and while I'm glad it's over, the next week or so ain't looking all sunshine and flowers and pretty stuff either. Gist of it:

Last week: HMFD. School closed. Entertain Claire. Claire sick. Not sure if it was HFMD or viral or what. Not bothered about the reason. Woke up every two hours to sponge down her super high fever - 39.4. Busy with house admin. Busy with bankers. Busy with work. Birthday celebrations and more birthday celebrations. March has nine - that's just family. Oh. and PMS. mouth ulcers. Tooth extraction. PMS. Foot blisters. PMS.

This week: K's off to KL. Just me and my Clairey. Work and more work. Need to make time for fleurs. Thank God it's back to school.

My happy times last and this week though, has been dreaming up our new home. Should have been an architect, interior designer, one of those creative guys...

Drawing out floor plans & dreaming out the new home

Here's one of the sub-dreams. Pretty sweet eh.

Chopard New Love

2010-03-14T21:15:00.003+08:00

Chopard 1000 Mille Miglia GMT (Limited Edition)

I splurged on myself last week. One of four in Singapore.

Time to leave the credit cards at home... :P

Gorgeous Greens

2010-03-13T13:10:00.006+08:00

Foliage & Trees: Oh what serenity and calm

We've finally sold our Holland Village place and on our way to making Queensway our new home (yes we bought that place and at a brilliant price!). The process I must say was rather stressful - anticipation of the valuation, conflicts among housing agents and struggling and managing and yet enticing the potential buyers. We ended up with a very lovely buyer (a single lady) who offered a pretty good cash-over-valuation and who was willing to let us stay in our home till we're ready to move. Thank God. In the midst of it, we had to deal with some nasties - a not-too-experienced agent, some ridiculous demands from buyers and upset co-broke agents (we spent an hour talking to one who was rather disgruntled after we signed the papers). Now just pray for smooth transactions, approval from HDB and the banks, etc.

Now you understand the two-week silence. Open houses, coupled with work (that deserves a post on its own) and fleurs and freelance and family... I'm pretty tired out. And may I add, I'm working over the weekend to complete a proposal for a newbiz pitch tomorrow.

In the meantime, I'm just taking pleasure in flipping through interior magazines and getting design ideas off the web. And just as a preview, our lovely Queensway place looks out into greenery - the trees and foliage are literally within reach. And from almost every window in the house. Not as perfect as the photo above, but you get about the same feel.

The Day I

2010-03-01T00:49:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the radio silence. A few friends have complained that the silence has been deafening and while I have a backlog of things to blog about like CNY and parties and gatherings and a whole heap of other stuff that's been flooding my mind of late, I thought I'ld post something about today - 1 March 2010.

Entitled the post as 'The Day I' because one, I start work officially at a new PR agency, today 1 March. It's a job that's heaven sent primarily because it's one that I can work part time at and at such a wonderful job package too. The office is a dream and my boss seems to be pretty nice or better yet, I think she likes me, like heaps. :) Maybe it helped that I might be able to bring in some newbiz - but then again that came after she hired me. So great vibes all round. Exciting! It's like the first day of school... I've my lovely new Jimmy Choos waiting by the day already!

The other pretty big thing is a potential new home. The property market has been hot and oh so hot, and while it does seem to be cooling down somewhat and we should perhaps be waiting it out, I think we've found a relatively well-valued (or should I say lower valued) home in a rather prime location. Best thing about this apartment is almost 80% of the view, all round, is greenery. Trees and foliage just outside most windows (agent says birds and squirrels too!). The only stressful thing is the 'bidding' game. And while I like the place (the hubs likes it probably a little less than I do..), I'm not sure how much we ought to place on this new flat. Oh, and of course there's the concern over renovations (mom just estimated a good 80K - yikes!) and how much we can get from the sale of our existing place. Nevertheless we'll be viewing it for the second time today - 1 March - and we might just place a bid. :S

So stay tuned folks. I'll keep you guys updated on 'The Day I...' :) Time for bed! I report for work in approx. 8 hours' time!

PS. Happy Birthday to my not-so-little sister Jacq! Have a wonderful wonderful day!

Prada Prada Choo Choo!

2010-02-10T09:57:00.004+08:00

Prada's 2010 Spring Ad

You know what they say about retail therapy and it's absolutely true! But my recent buys totally mended my broken heart - at least for now. My reasoning to the hubs: 'well that's my birthday present to myself!' And before you start to think I spent heaps these few days, let me just say I've spent only but a decent amount on a gorgeous Prada Craquele leather long wallet (love the material) and a highly discounted price on a Jimmy Choo pair of black patent peep-toe shoes (bought it online and I can't wait for it to come in!). Was ding dong-ing between that and a pair of Sigerson Morrisons flats from Outnet (currently 50% off and I guess I'll jump at it if and when there's an even greater discount).

PS. Thanks for your kind words - I was totally in a wretched state over my birthday weekend and since everyone's been asking, well the gist of it was that I was disappointed at how I was stood up by a close gf and that another was away and more. Heart wrenching. Yes, I think I cried my saturday away. Lessons learnt about expectations and assumptions. But it wasn't all that bad, my little family spent time at the Fairmont for the weekend and I'm mostly happy I got a tan, and in time for Chinese New Year too. And of course my Prada Prada Choo Choosss! :D

Who doesn't love Jimmy Choo!

Another Year Older

2010-02-07T08:27:00.002+08:00

I'm trying to pen down how I'm feeling on the morning that I turn 31 and honestly I don't feel any different or special about the day. It feels like another ordinary day. I've always made a big deal out of birthdays and always thought it's a special day but over the years I've realised how birthdays have risen my expectations about people and friends around and how a birthday should really just be my own to call.

I spent the entire yesterday feeling miserable - major arguments and major disappointments. This morning, I feel tired and my mind is a blank. But today is a Sunday and I know the best thing I can do is just give it all to God.

We turn not older with years, but newer every day - Emily Dickinson

Back To The PR Thang

2010-02-05T18:27:00.004+08:00

Managing the Media Event for the new TripleOne Somerset

I had a busy crazy day, running around in my high heels at the spa's new outlet and ended up with an outburst of blisters on my feet. Pretty much the norm when you're trying to work and look pretty at the same time. It was a full day of managing the media and customer event for the spa's opening and making sure everything planned fell into place. Best part: satisfaction in the media turnout and delight in that it went smooth and that it's finally over! Worst part: having a forced smile on my face for everyone from the media to the celebs to the customers to of course the bosses.

Nevertheless, this is my last event for the spa and I'll be moving to bigger and better things. It's been a wonderful slightly over one and a half years with them and I would like to think other than having had a wonderful work arrangement whereby I could care almost 100% for Claire, I have much better skin as well. Thanks to the miracle of SK-II, but of course. :)

Stay tuned for the next PR thang!

Dang Din't You Ask For It!

2010-02-01T00:22:00.003+08:00

It's a week to 31 and this week is going to be a massively busy week for me. I'm staring at the calendar, hoping this week would fly pass quickly so I can get to next Sunday when I should be suntanning by the pool (fingers crossed!).

What's happening? Well, the spa's opening a new outlet and there's enough things to keep my hands tied. And for some reason business has been overwhelming great on Etsy - ok, probably due to the recent publicity in the magazines. But I've been also exploring a professional photoshoot and website - so it's been talks and more talks with the relevant people including fashion and bridal designers and ongoing brainstorms. And of course little bits of freelance work here and there and exploring more work with people in the PR business. That with thinking about my next solo offering in church (I'm running out of scores!) and making sure there's time out for Claire, I think I'm drowning. Sigh. And the thing is... dang. I asked for it.

*shakes head in despair*

Baby Baby! Oh-So-Chic!

2010-01-29T11:11:00.004+08:00

Snapped a shot of Claire this morning when we were on the way to her school's Chinese New Year party. Doesn't she look fabulous and chic-alicious in her new cheongsum? Bought this last week from Blossom and I'm so pleased with it (such good taste Mama... hehe)!

PS. Wait till you see her other cheongsum! :D

Claire's Smashing Kitty Party!

2010-01-26T19:09:00.010+08:00

Her fabulous Hello Kitty face cake from Mezza9

As always, the Party Planner or should I say Party Mama goes all out in creating the perfect birthday bash for the little one. But now that Claire's 2, and she totally understands that it's her special day (don't know if she knows what a birthday really is), I'm not the only one who takes delight in all the little things which makes a party swell. Grin.

But it was pretty simple this time round, I asked her what theme she wanted (not that she knows what a theme is) 'Little Einsteins, Mickey Mouse or Hello Kitty'. And she pretty quickly shouted 'Kitty'! And working from there was a piece of cake (for Party Mama). Literally it was the cake (and to all mums who don't mind a little splurge - Mezza9's fab - the beautiful 2kg cake cost us just under $140) and putting Kitty and Pink into the various elements and program. From Kitty Stickers and Tattoos and hand painting when the kids stepped through the door, to putting Kitty's face together (all handcut - the face, the nose, eyes, ribbon, whiskers) for Arts and Craft, to the goodie bags (okay Mummies, I had a fabulous deal on the Hello Kitty bottle! Grin), everything was to be an overdose of pink and kitty. But other than that, it just takes other simple elements to tickle little tods - Song and Dance, Food and more Food (Mac fries always works!) and balloons and toys. :)

To everyone who helped out (especially my sisters and cousin) - BIG HUGS AND THANKS!

To everyone who wore pink and came - HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOURSELVES!

HERE'S TO MORE YEARS OF PARTIES (by PARTY MAMA!) hehe.

Photos to enjoy!

Fun on her Actual Day

We had heaps of fun sharing a birthday cake (from the favourite Awfully Chocolate) with kids at school and spending the day doing fun things like going to MacDonalds!

We wanted to go to the zoo or cycling but it rained out on us. So the big treat for us all was durians.

Her Kitty Birthday Bash

Even though about half our guests bummed out at the last minute, the party was perfect with about 10 kids. Hope everyone enjoyed the activities and the Pink and Kitty fun!

Happy 2nd Birthday Claire!

Papa, Mama and Clairey

Happy 2nd Birthday Clairey!

2010-01-21T00:00:00.003+08:00

Featured online in Playhouse Disney's Birthday Book

PS. Thanks Jarieul!

Oh how she has grown! I love looking back at all her photos, the hundreds taken in her mere two years and it's amazing how this little bundle of joy has impacted me and K. There's just too many things to write about and too many things to give thanks for and too many things to describe about her. And just to sum it all (because you'll probably read all my 'oohs and aahs' and 'moans and groans'), this post is dedicated to my sweet Claire.

To my beautiful daughter, thank you for coming into our lives and bringing us so much love, joy and laughter. Each day is unique and special and I am thankful to have spent every single day in the past 2 years with you. Thank you for brightening up our lives and making us truly one small happy family. May the Lord always put abundant joy in your heart and sweet innocence in your soul and may you always smile at the little things this world brings - the sun, the birds and your favourite little kitty cats.

Mama and Papa love you very very very very much!

The Sick & Busy Mama

2010-01-20T16:33:00.003+08:00

It's been tough days taking care of a sick kid and being sick. Think she got it from school. Anyhow, it's not that she's terrible being sick, it's more that I'm less apt to take care of the hyperactive one. And I thought when they're sick, they're supposedly more tired out from the day's activities. Oh well, guess it's a good thing. As I type, I'm still feeling sick - all clogged up, my nose, my throat, my ears. And what doesn't help is that K's at reservist - for this week it makes my mornings of rushing to bring Claire to school worse. Top that with work and fleurs and preparing for Claire's birthday party this saturday... Groan.

I missed out many days of blogging and thought I update with some photos. This month it's birthdays galore - kiddy birthdays. And amidst all the busyness, I'm glad I caught up with some old school friends, especially dear Em who's back from (and now returned to) Sydney for a short work trip. We met up twice too, over drinks and lunch with some others. Had such a good times. Wish they last longer! Here are the pixs!

Sunday lunch at Spruce with old friends

At Emily (Vikki's daugher) 2nd Birthday Partyat Fidgets

Best part was seeing all my ex-colleagues and their kids. PS. We (and their wives) were preggers at the same time, and all girls. :D

Isabel (Pauleen's daughter) 2nd Birthday Party at home

Our future SC girls in the making.. :)

I Know What I Want

2010-01-11T09:38:00.004+08:00

Today I woke up with a smile on my face because it's a beautiful morning - the sun's out and for some reason the sky looks exceptionally blue and the trees have a glorious shade of green. More so, I'm a little settled in terms of what I want to do with myself. Hence the title of my post. A while back I wrote that I made plans for Claire in terms of school and all but I never quite talked about myself. Well I had been in two minds whether to go back to full-time work or to work part-time - of course it all depends on opportunities available to me. No option of becoming a tai-tai, I still love to earn my keep and spend my keep. :)

I had some full-time job opportunities that came my way (in the last week or so) and one of these proved to be excellent in advancing my career - regional work, travel and a not-too-bad pay package. And while my parents and K were very encouraging about it, I had to ask myself about what would make me most happy, at least for now (and in the short time future).

I spent the last week with a really early morning schedule. The days started as early as 7am and walking Claire to her school and then going back to my mom's to work or zipping off to somewhere for a meeting. By 12-ish, I rushed back to get Claire and spent most of the afternoon with her, napping or watching her play and still managed to get a little work done. And while the days were tiring and I had to adjust my schedule so as to become the early riser I'd never thought I would be, it was rather enjoyable. There were times with Claire and thanks to school (and nap times), there were times for me (and work).

And it dawned on me. Since I have the priviledge of working from home, freelancing and all, and maintain some form of stable income, why do I want to consider a full-time job? More so, since I'm not career-driven. A full-time working mother friend once told me to consider what should become of me when my kids don't 'need' me and they get busy with their own lives (when they're 16 and older I guess). Well, to that I'ld answer... What if I don't live till that long? Maybe I should make everyday count and count for me, instead of constantly thinking and planning for the future. And strangely enough, despite dealing with 'terrible two' syndromes and juggling all the things in my life and feeling perpetually tired, I think I love being a mom more than anything in the whole world. (PS. K, I know you read this and I love being a wife too!)

And as I type this, I'm looking out of the window, beyond the computer screen, and there's a bird chirping on the branch of the nearby tree and the breeze that's coming in feels so cool. Life should be about simplicity, easy simple pleasure and joys don't you think? God will take care of everything else.

Taking Big Steps

2010-01-05T12:53:00.002+08:00

These first days of the new year have been big steps for Claire (and Mama), into new places and meeting new faces and marks a significant milestone in her life - School. Last sunday, we decided that she should attend Little Lambs (Sunday School) in church. K and I are looking to turn terms to accompany her (while the other attends service proper) and my 'duty' was up first.

Sunday School was very much as I expected it to be, although it was adorable to see so many little kids (from 1+ up to 7) sitting and standing together and singing praise songs (by many, it must have been some 50 kids or more!). The group further splits up and Claire (and Mama) moves to another classrooms for the Little Lambs session (that's what they call them), where they had some arts & crafts, story-telling, etc. Both Claire and Mama made some new and old friends. It was a very good change from our usual sundays in the cry room!

Monday was yet another big step - Claire had her first day at Learning Vine (a playgroup/childcare centre just 5 mins' from my mom's). For those who don't know, she's a Jan baby and turning 2 in about 2 weeks' time. Which means it'll be another year before she attends Barker Road Methodist Kindergarden. And in efforts to accelerate her learning and to give me time to myself and work, we decided to have her attend playschool everyday for a minimum of 4 hours. And this was totally different from Julia Gabriel because it's unaccompanied.

The day started out pretty tough. I had planned to have her there for 2 hours (at least at the start) and she couldn't 'let go' of me for the first hour, even though I was in sight. It was pretty heartwrenching to hear her cry 'Mama.. come' a couple of times and many a moment I felt a tear welling. I quietly disappeared for the next hour when she got distracted. Later I found out she cried on and off looking for me and cried herself to sleep. My poor baby. Today, it was a lot better - I decided to leave after 15 mins and asked her to give me a hug and kiss and told her that I would be back to get her in a bit. As expected, she cried and was carrying away by the teacher and I walked away telling myself, all's fine, just take a deep breath and trust God. Thank God for a super nice principal who kept smsing me what she was doing - she managed well and got all smiley playing on the swing and with the sand. And when I went back to get her after 2 hours, she was happily eating her lunch and elated to see me. My heart soared and I could feel myself beam with pride. That was the best time of the day!

Big steps... definitely big steps. For the two of us. Papa too - cos he has to drive us every morning (then drive to work). While it's playgroup - where the kids mostly play, I believe it's a time for Claire to learn some independence and pick up more basic and social skills (cleaning up after herself, sharing and living with other kids and all). And I have a feeling she'll pick up a bit of Chinese soon (she sticks to the Chinese teacher). Grin.

Listening to bible stories at Little Lambs

Note: She's the eager beaver in the front!

Day 1: Getting used to seeing (and mingling) other kids at breakfast

Day 2: Happily showing me the toys when I came to get her!

My Big Little Girl!

Me Ain't No Early Bird

2010-01-03T02:27:00.006+08:00

There has to be some truth in that! Found this illustration while trying to google a pix to go with my thoughts on being an early riser (and early sleeper... obviously). Note: this is not a New Year's resolution, rather I'll be forced into such a situation since Claire will be attending school/childcare in two days' time. Signed her up for a full day session, although I hope to have her there for no more than half a day or 4 hours thereabouts. The price wasn't too much of a difference anyway, and you never know...

So anyhow, it's 2.31am and I tweet "Hello... Why am I still awake?". Dumb question. I'm just too used to be a night owl. Wonder if owls are awake in the day. Wait. Let me google that. Hmm... most webbies just say they sleep in the day. If somebody has an answer to that, please let me know. I'm just zoning and ghost-typing and wondering am I ever going to make it through the first few days of school when I have to get up by 7am. Zzzzz. Oh the thought of that. And I'm supposed to get my butt to the 9.30am service in church tomorrow. Cry.

Going to take a warm shower and lie in bed and count sheep now. 2.34... 2.35am... Nitezz.

Click on pix for credits.

Hello 2010!

2010-01-01T09:20:00.005+08:00

It's a brand new year and a time for reflections and resolutions. I spent a small part of yesterday thinking about what I want to do and accomplish in the New Year and while I'm only starting to think about the year that has passed and thanksgiving, it's not difficult because it was a bumpercrop year of blessings. We spent the start of the New Year praying as a family, in bed and in the dark - Claire was only too excited to then give us hugs and kisses and wish 'Happy New Year'. (This was after a fabulous dinner with friends at Valentino's and an attempt to sit in at Toa Payoh Methodist Church - Dad's church for the moment)

On this first morn of the new year, this post will be dedicated to personal 2009 thanksgiving and looking ahead for 2010:

God has been good, as He has always been! K was blessed with a wonderful new job and is favored by bosses and colleagues. His job has been a blessing to the family as well (just what I've always been praying for) - other than providing for us monetarily, his stable hours allow him to be home and with Claire and I way more than his previous job (not that that wasn't good!). We've been blessed with a wonderful and loving daughter. Thank God for how she has grown and developed into a joyful, sensitive and chatty little person. As a mother, I've been blessed to see these changes every day of the past year (and more). The past year was a year of stable work, freelance opportunities and even the chance to start a craft business and to be blessed to do it all while taking care of Claire myself. Truly God has been good to us as a family, in so many ways - financially, health-wise and even putting great friends and family to encourage and bless us along the way.

In 2010, God will still be Lord of our home and he will be our Jehovah Rohi, our Jehovah Jireh and our Jehovah Shammah. For me as a child of God, a wife, a mother and a daughter, I hope to improve myself in each role I've been given and to still achieve some personal resolutions:

*Child of God: To continue to serve Him through song and praise and to find other avenues to bless others.
*Wife: To dedicate more time to our marriage-life that we may grow more loving as we grow older and be less consumed by daily activities. Date night is in order once a fortnight!
*Mother: To be more loving and patient in teaching and moulding Claire and to continue to prioritise her amidst work and other demands
*Daughter: To be more fillial and loving as a daughter and daughter-in-law (this one's the toughest!)

And for my own self:
- To come to terms about work (part-time, full-time or freelance) and career planning
(I've been struggling in such decisions because I'm torn between what's best for Claire and what's best for Me)
- To (finally) get my driving license!
- To expand Fleurette - a website, photoshoots and consignment in stores (as well as assistance in production)

Through it all, I want to see more of God in my, our lives and see His hand in every area. God, take over.

Here's to 2010 and may our everyday be the happiest days on earth for us all!

Boxing Day Road Trip to Malacca

2009-12-31T00:58:00.005+08:00

We spent Boxing Day and the next two days up in Malacca and with our favourite Uncle Ash and Auntie Eve. Yes, the one who cuts my hair and the one who rides a Harley. Not very Uncle-ish and Auntie-ish, especially for folks their age. Grin. This was our Xth time up to Malacca - home to famous chicken rice balls and other fave foods. I've lost track of the number but we seem to go up there twice a year (at least for the past 3 years)!

This time round it's the same fun stuff - great food, cheap buys and a wicked time with my favourite people. I'll let the pictures tell the sweet story!

Sights and sounds of Malacca - old coffee shops, tin foil shophouses, the famous Jonker Street and little things that depict the old town's charm.

The food - nothing short of greatness. Here's shots of some including wan tan mee (K's favourite), laksa, durian chendol... and I missed out the other stuff we ate - chicken rice and rice balls, many many crabs. We didn't eat Peranakan food this time round though. Dang.

My hip auntie and my ever-so-charming young looking uncle!

Us - the goofy couple.

And snapshots of our cheeky baby!

Christmastime - It's all About Love and Family

2009-12-29T16:13:00.009+08:00

I love Christmas because there's a special feeling in the air. Even though it doesn't snow (somehow I associate Christmas with snow...) and sometimes some days in December can be blazing hot, it's still the most wonderful time of the year. The Christmassy music helps too!

Since young, it's always be family gatherings, sweet carolling, fun times with friends and of recent years, outreach to the needy. This Christmas it's been the same, we've had lunches and dinners with various groups of friends from the days leading up to the 25th. The weekend before was spent with the small group and preparing and reaching out to COH (Christian Outreach to the Handicapped) and of course the mad rush to buy presents. The eve was largely in the kitchen cooking and preparing for our family dinner and party and the day itself was church morning service and more family gatherings.

It's usually the busiest at Christmastime - buying, wrapping presents, whipping up my specials (Shepherd's Pie & Salads), carolling and outreach and just the rush from one place to another (somewhat like Chinese New Year... yes...) but it comes with much love and joy and laughter and treasured moments with family.

Lunches & Dinners with Dear Friends

Homecooked Christmas Eve Dinner with Family

Treasured Moments and Yearly Family Shots

And it was most precious watching Claire get excited over her presents! This year she had huge ones too - including a gorgeous huge ELC play kitchen and an ELC electronic piano and mic. PS. It'll be most fun when her birthday comes along. She's totally anticipating it and can sing Happy Birthday to herself now! Grin.

Thank You God for Christmas and thank You for sending your Son that we may have life everlasting and abundant love and joy in our hearts!

Christmas Mall Fun

2009-12-23T12:06:00.007+08:00

Hello Kitty at Millenia, Disney Show at Vivo and

Barney & Friends at United Square

I've been the typical Mama, hunting down and scheduling as many kiddy shows over the last week but it was great fun for Claire. She was her usual typical self, expressing her excitement and that made all the rush worth the while. I'm personally amazed at the number of shows scheduled at the various malls - probably to bring in the crowd to add to Christmas shopping and cheer.

We caught Barney at United Square with Auntie Wendy and Evie and the whole Disney gang at Vivo with Auntie Jacq and managed to catch the last bit of Hello Kitty at Millenia with Papa (I need to add how ugly I think Hello Kitty is as a person - cuter as a stuff toy - it's the proportions.. Ha). Unfortunately we missed Hi-5 at Ngee Ann City, was late by 10 minutes and decided to give it a miss. And it was packed at every show! Guess it's going to be this way every Christmas. :) The life of the Mama...

Paris Holiday Day 6, 7 & 8

2009-12-22T13:58:00.010+08:00

Day 6 & 7 - Shopping Days!

K says Day 6 & 7 was my days because it was mostly shopping. Grin. We spent the entire Day 6 at La Vallee Outlet Mall (tons of brands at outlet prices - Jimmy Choos, Longchamp, Ralph Laurens, etc - but they were still pretty much beyond my budget range) and bought tons of Christmas presents for mostly family. They should be pretty happy - since it's mostly branded stuff. Hehe. Day 7 was more fruitful for me - We went by both Galleries Lafayette and Printemps (they were next to each other) but ended spending at Printemps - less crowded and they had a 10% discount for tourists (no strings attached, just needed to show the passport). Ended up with a BV and a Miu Miu bag and K, Hugo Boss belts. Without a doubt, leather and branded items are way cheaper than back here in Singapore.

Day 6 & 7 - Splurged on French Foods

We had fabulous local cuisine those two days. We chanced upon a traditional french restaurant - apparently it's incredibly famous amongst locals and tourists alike (I only found that out after) - and it was like a massive upmarket canteen. The waiters were perpetually on the move and seemed highly professional and efficient (ours served probably 20 tables at a go). Food was alright to me (K had a steak and I a salmon roll) but it was pretty affordable. Reviews say that's the place to go if you want an authentic Parisian experience.

Day 7 we decided to splurge on dinner (bill came up to around 100 Euros). I had just wanted to eat Foie Gras and so we went around the Saint Germain/Latin Quarter and took a chance on Le Bistrot de l'Alycastre, a restaurant that had awards stuck all over its door (it was one of the rare ones we chanced upon with Foie Gras, interestingly) and the food turned out fabulous. We were relatively early and sat at a comfortable spot, thankfully Claire was relatively well-behaved. But by the time we left around 9pm, every table was taken and some people were waiting for a table by the door. The best dish was a pan seared foie gras in a caviar lentil something soup base. FAB.

Day 8 - Roaming around flea markets and small streets

The last day was basically left to roam the small streets around our neighbourhood, Marais and down to the Notre Dame area. It turned out that there was a flea market and we took the chance to rummage through the goods. The area had lovely little shops and interesting nooks and corners and it was a great way to end our trip. (Minus the cancelled flight, etc.. see my earlier posting)

All in all, our Paris Holiday was a memorable one. Somehow or other the charm or a European city can never be found elsewhere and with Claire, our holiday to the city of lights made it that bit more special. I would visit again in a heartbeat!

Claire Pix of the Day: My perfect toddler in her pram, giving me the occasional grin each time I look down and say 'Are you ok Clairey?'.

Paris Holiday Day 5

2009-12-19T01:05:00.005+08:00

Just because it was such a special day, I decided that Paris Day 5 deserves to have its very own posting and mention. It was the day where as a Mama, I felt so delighted to see my little one express that much joy and emotions. It was the day where dreams came true - I'm pretty sure of it, for my Clairey (and even for me and K - I'm sure all parents would feel the same). The sight of the first Mickey poster had her yelling 'Mama! Mama! Mi-mouse! Mi-mouse!' and she was literally running and with a bounce in every little step. All she wanted was to get close to that poster, and (I think) little did she know she was in his land.

And as much as I love Disneyland (and I always have since I was a little kid), I felt a whole different kind of loving with Claire there that day.

Paris Day 5 - In the land where dreams came true

It wasn't exactly the most sunny of days, but that was a day I remember a perpetual smile on my face, a glow in my heart and being teary-eyed each time I saw the joy and excitement my little one had. The wonders of Motherhood and the strings that truly tug at your heart. You just know holidays will never be the same without her.

If you know Claire, you'll know her as the most animated, talkative, expressive and joyful two-year-old. And if you had seen her in Disneyland... my friend, I could really go on and on and on about this. How better can I write this? *smile* You know as a kid (and even as a 27-year-old - that was the last time I was in Disneyland LA), I would always rush to sit on as many rides at an amusement park. But this day, we took it nice and easy and really just enjoyed the day in the 'fairytale land' and letting Claire take it all in. She loved all the rides - we went on quite a number, from a merry-go-round, to the spinning Alice In Wonderland teacups, to the flying Dumbo, to the beautiful It's A Small World boat ride and so on. The kid's a thrill-seeker (unlike her Papa btw).

But the thing that got her yakking away was seeing Mickey Mouse. We waited in line for more than half an hour and amazingly it was the first time I had seen how patient she was, waiting in line and just talking about him (and pointing at him) every other minute while we were in queue. Grin. The sweetheart. When it was finally our turn, she ran as fast as her little legs could take her and kissed and hugged him like some three times and we ran over to take some photos. *smile*

We met the others too, Pooh bear, Eeyore, Minnie, etc. But it was never the same - oh such love huh! Grin. The day ended with the ever brilliant parade down the main street and with the Christmas do - trees, wreaths, songs and all - it was just a fairytale day for us all!

Claire Pix of the Day - If she could, she would just hug him forever and ever and ever...

Mama's Favourite Pix of the Day - My oh-so-grown-up little girl.

Paris Holiday Day 3 & 4

2009-12-17T23:55:00.011+08:00

Day 3 - In Love with the Eiffel

The thing I remember most about Day 3 other than the fact that we visited the two most visited attractions of Paris - the Eiffel Tower and the Lourve was that I had assumed the weather was going to be exactly like Day 1 & 2 and I got liberal with our clothing. It was chilly, windy and wet, well most of the day at least. But thankfully with the little pockets of sunshine, we managed to grab some wonderful snapshots.

I love the Eiffel. Everytime I read about bloggers (on travel webpages) and their take about skipping the long queues and looking at the Parisian skyline from another high point (like on the top floor of Printemps or the Arc de Triomphe), I just disagree. Going up the Eiffel is a big must. Miss all the others. The Eiffel, at least to me is a must. There's a sense of awesomeness and granduer that this amazing architectural structure brings. I must have been up there some 5 times, one of which I climbed all 1665 of the walkable steps up to the very top. This time with a child and my 30-year-old limbs, I headed straight for the comforts of the elevator. The best part about this trip up the tower however was that I was able to reserve tickets online and skipped the long line (all those other people must have waited for more than an hour). PS. the Eiffel just started its online reservations, so please go onto their website to reserve your tickets. It was a chilly day but we spent a good hour taking in the lovely scenery (thank God for clear skies - it was clear and not raining for that hour - the weather changed when we went down!). Claire as usual, had fun with the birds and the bees. :)

Day 3 - Lourve it!

We escaped the rain and went back to the flat for more clothes (and a quick snooze) after the morning trip up the Eiffel. That's the best part about renting a holiday apartment in a prime locale! The rest of the wet day was spent roaming around the Lourve and the surrounding areas (we gave the museum visit a miss. I had been in twice and having not enjoyed - I'm not that into museums, we decided not to go in. K was thankfully pretty optional about it). The area which we probably spent more time in that evening was at Jardins des Tuileries - just like the other gardens, it was a wonderful space for Claire to just freely (and safely) run about. I loved just looking at the twinkling lights of the ferris wheel at nightfall. Half the time though, we had to duck under shelters and huddle up for freshly made chocolate crepes. Memories...

Day 4 - Biking around the City

Bike About Tours was probably the best part about the entire holiday. I chanced upon their website while googling for things to do in Paris and decided to give biking a go. I've always been big on bikes, and so's Claire. It cost 30 Euros each (Claire was free) for the 4 hour long guided bike tour and unlike other city bike tours, this was a little more special in that we were brought around the small streets of Paris and shown little but unique nuggets of treasures the city had to offer. The oldest house, the most expensive restaurant, author Victor Hugo's huge home, the street to signify the injustice of Jews during the world war, the schools, the artists, and so on.

Our tour guide who's an American, studied and lived in Paris for almost a decade was a big modern art, cartoon fan introduced us to Space Invader (some cooky artist who put thousands of space invaders in various areas of the city - some even in unimaginable spaces) and his cartoonic pacman-like art. We were told that if you joined all the artwork on the map, you could see a large Space Invader (I should google it up). Claire was the perfect child on the bike and was a joy to all our fellow bikers. Everytime I heard a compliment about how good she was on it for those 4 hours, I beam with pride.

If you have the chance, bike it around the city - it's a whole new world!

Claire Pix of the Day - She couldn't take the last 20 mins of our four hour long bike tour, and fell asleep in her baby seat behind me. Aww. Such a sweetie.

Paris Holiday Day 1 & 2

2009-12-16T23:10:00.012+08:00

Been procrasting re sharing my Paris Holiday, in part because I've been terribly busy - hey it's Christmastime, in part because selecting and editing the photos are an utter drag. I thought of just doing a summary of the trip in one blog post and just highlighting the key photo of each day, but there's just so much to share. And since I ought to and want to blog about this trip, it should at the very least bee memorable and significant. Ps. I just realised I never even shared my Melbourne May trip. Grin. So here goes - my wonderful family holiday in the beautiful city of lights in 4 postings...

Day 1 - On the street where we lived

We arrived at dawn on a friday and spent most of the day exploring the area where we lived - Le Marais. That's the holiday apartment we rented and if you've been to my home, you'll know why I picked it. They share the same color theme and feel. Everything about it was great, the housekeeper, the location, the price (ard 180SGD a night!). We roamed the area and discovered a lovely marche which sold fresh produce and cooked food, although we bought lunch from a takeaway French deli - looks like a family owned placed and I think it was one of the best foods (and more affordable ones) of the entire trip. As with all our other holidays, we spent the first day doing some grocery shopping and stocking up our fridge with drinks, snacks and breakfast stuff. I love the supermarkets btw, it's the best place to know about the so-called 'cuisine' of the place - not exactly French, but they sell what the locals would eat. The rest of the day was spent in the studio apartment and under the sheets.

Day 2 - Walking about Les Halles, Saint Chapelle, Notre Dame & Latin Quartier

The weather on day 2 was fab. Before we left for Paris, it was said to be rainy and at around 8 degrees and I didn't think I would enjoy the cold. But the sun was shining and there was a gentle breeze and the temp was enjoyable. I had planned to roam the area around the famous Notre Dame church and we chanced upon a lot more than that. Les Halles was discovered by accident (we walked the wrong way and got somewhat lost) but it's a gorgeous area of greens and there were some churches. And it was really lovely to just sit and take in the sights and sounds of quaint and uncrowded and untouristy Paris. Les Halles is a spot on the map but it's not exactly a tourist destination. And yet that was a nice place for some photography and Claire had a nice time, running after birds, lying on the grass and all.

Saint Chapelle and Notre Dame are the must-sees (especially since it was K and Claire's first trip to Paris) - an architectural treasure. Stained glass windows, hand sculptured and painted walls of art, buildings significant to the city's history and charm. They both sit on the large isle in the heart of the city and we went by a couple of times as it was en route to a couple of other significant landmarks from our apartment (that was how near it was) - in the same 4th arrondissement. We roamed the Latin Quartier in the afternoon (lunch was at a fab seafood restaurant - de Haute Mer - really fresh raw seafood, I had a tiny tiny crab sitting on my cockle - yes it was that fresh) and ended up running amidst pigeons and ducks in the Jardin du Luxembourg. It was a saturday and there were kissing couples and huddled families and friendly children all enjoying that beautiful park.

PS. Paris is not exactly child friendly. But it's not that hard to brave the million and one steps of the Metro and a bench can still always serve as a changing station and you can still nevertheless enjoy it, and usually you do (and most) with your little one.

Dinner was at Hippotamus - a family chain of restaurants but take it from me, food ain't great.

Claire Pix of the Day - Enchanted by the little ducklings going 'quack quack' at the Luxembourg gardens.

Adventures of the Kitty Balloon

2009-12-08T16:13:00.005+08:00

That's how much she loves this Kitty Balloon.

We were at Tanglin Mall last sunday trying to catch the fake 'snow' (Silly Mama didn't realise it's like a foam party - if you're dirty-phobic like me, don't bother...) and it was nice to just take in the atmosphere from afar. Anyho, we chanced upon a Hello Kitty foil balloon and decided to splurge for Claire. These few days it's been her best buddy - kisses it good night, walks it around the house, hugs it when it sits alone in the room and finally it got scared and 'ran' away (ie. flew out of the window) and Claire's been 'moaning' by that window. Literally it's 'Mama Mama.... Balloon... Kitty.... Balloon... No More... Mama Mama...'

Maybe K will surprise her with another balloon friend tonight. We'll see.

For now, I'm in the midst of planning her two-year-old Hello Kitty themed birthday party! Guess who's the excited one here... :D

Depressing TweetCloud

2009-12-03T13:58:00.002+08:00

Just found this Tweetcloud app and realised how depressing my tweets have been over the past week (not that I tweet a lot, twice a day maybe?). Time to think happy thoughts then huh?

Christmas Came Early!

2009-12-01T18:14:00.004+08:00

Before sharing details of my Paris trip, I thought I let you in on one of the highlights of the trip -one other was Disneyland (a very special experience with a young child). Keeping it brief, since the following picture would say that million words. K said Printemps (huge French department store, just like its more popular neighbour Galeries Lafayette) was my Disneyland. Truly I felt like a kid in a candy store and came home with two huge lollipops! :D

I'm sure you've guess what they are! Muaks hubs!

Crums have all disappeared!

Crummy Mummy

2009-11-29T23:02:00.003+08:00

Crummy. Shitty. Miserable.

That's how it's been for the last 48 hours. Most of it anyway.

Perhaps it's the result of a winter holiday and dealing with the dryness and cold. Now I have chapped lips, dry, wounded cut and itchy skin (in particular my hands and my legs) and a swollen ear. I don't know what's up with the ear, it's swollen with a little lump inside the ear and it's causing pain to my jaw (and ear) and a buzz to my head and I can't seem to hear properly.

The most annoying thing now, is my Sony Vaio (which is my main laptop, for work) which can't connect up to the internet. I spent hours talking to the Netgear and Starhub guys who concluded that it's a laptop problem. So I have to wait till tomorrow before I can get to the Sony helpdesk. Not that I can work very well with a buzzing headache anyway. But somehow I find the strength to pour my frustrations out here. There's loads of clothes and stuff to wash and clear - but thank God my mom's maid is coming over to help me clean up the house tomorrow.

Before all these crumminess, and I'm just going to vent the gist of it - the Air France flight we were supposed to be on on Friday night got cancelled, we had to stay in a crap Ibis hotel and we had to roam an empty Charles de Gaulle airport at midnight hunting for directions (it was so crap it didn't have hot water, not even at the reception so Claire couldn't drink milk). And on the flight back on Saturday morning, we had to sit in front of a horrid Frenchman who kept telling us off to 'shut our kid up'. I got so upset with him I cried and thankfully the aircrew was on my side. But I guess I got emotional over this weirdo because of the bad night sleep and a cranky baby. Thank God all that's over!

And these crummy 48 hours started with me tripping over the Paris Metro doorway and losing one shoe (now hidden somewhere in between the train tracks) on the way back to the apartment before getting ready for the airport.

This mummy is feeling crummy. What a way to end a holiday!

Paris Snapshots

2009-11-26T06:33:00.003+08:00

It's the end of day six in Paris and we're slated to leave for home late Friday night. The next two days will mostly be inside the popular malls of Galeries Lafayette and Printemps, where I will finally have my retail therapy. *grin*

Our fall holiday in the city of lights has been nothing short of memorable and beautiful and before we return back to the sunny isle (and a more detailed blog summary of the trip), here are some snapshots!

The world's largest and most famous museum - Lourve - against a sky of blues

Signs that dot the city streets

Looking up at the Eiffel

Symbols of popular Parisian transportation - the Bike and the Metro

A cold and hazy day outdoors at Jardin du Luxembourg

A view of the magnificient Pantheon church

Twinkling lights of the ferris wheel just beyond the Tuileries

Christmastime at Galeries Lafayette

A popular snapshot: Cafes lining the streetwalks

Papa and Claire

Sitting patiently at the feet of the Charlemagne status outside the Notre Dame, waiting for our bike tour to start

Bonjour Paris!

2009-11-11T19:40:00.004+08:00

City Tour on Bikes: One of the Highlights of our Upcoming Trip!

Since my last posting (just a week back), I've had quite a tiring and trying week - lousy experience with a friend over some work, stressing about plans for next year and work (I'll share that another time - plans always seem to be changing) and work in general (had to work over the weekend too). But despite all that, thankfully I found the time to plan for our Paris trip - which is finally in sight! I've been counting down to the trip, friends have gone for their holidays then back, then gone again... and now it's my turn, next week! Actually I managed to do the bulk of it in one night and I'm pretty pleased with myself despite sleeping close to 5am. Gasp, yes.

K and I have been talking about what to do and what to see, and despite not being able to watch a show at the Moulin Rouge (more K than me), we've planned out quite an exciting itinerary. I have this to say: even though we are going on a holiday with a child, it doesn't mean you have to sacrifice much (then again it's 'a child' and not 'children' - plural). Thankfully K (like me) is not a fan of museums, and so we've decided to give most of those touristy places a miss (maybe just a shot outside). Highlights of our trip include a three and a half hour city bike tour (yes, Claire will be in the child seat, strapped to my bike), Disneyland (hoohoo!), a river cruise, picnics in the park, a run up the Eiffel Tower (yer right! not literally), a day at a shopping outlet mall (where Jimmy Choos are said to be at 30-40% off!!) and just leisure walks all over the city.

Hello Paris, here we come!

Page one of my rather detailed itinerary

A day out to see Mickey in Disneyland!

(Claire yelled 'Mouse!' when she said our printed e-tickets... grin)

A must-visit: the legendary 31 rue Cambon

Oh. And an apartment change. Now we'll be in the Marais area, in an apartment that looks very much like our own home! Grin.

Child's Play

2009-11-04T14:12:00.009+08:00

Of late I've been lugging around my bigger of two cameras - a prosumer Canon Powershot Pro 1 - in my new Crumpler sling pack and snapping photos. When Claire was born, we bought a small Sony digital camera and while it was great at the start and really convenient and light to bring around (it could fit into my Lulu Guinness clutch for dinners even), it's starting to seem incompetent in meeting the needs of capturing my hyperactive one. I'm not a whiz when it comes to photography but I do try to play around (rather blindly) with the SLR functions and while it's one of the earlier prosumer cameras around (it's some 5, 6 years old maybe?), it's proven to take some pretty pretty pictures. So if you're looking to upgrade your cam, and you are good to just fiddle around with buttons, and have some sense of visual space and balance, you'll be surprised at the results you can get. Plus the internet has plenty of resources to make it child's play!

PS. This post is meant for the absolute photography idiot - especially 80% of mummies out there who just want some lovely shots of their kids.

Let the pictures say the thousand words: -

Baby Aletheia in the Wesley Cry Room

Baby Christian sitting in Claire's highchair

Little Natalie with Mummy Chris in the background

Sweet Kaelyn acting cute in class

And my beautiful baby Claire!

Happy Days School Days

2009-10-28T17:28:00.006+08:00

At least someone is smiling!

Here's Claire and Kaelyn with teacher Eliza.

It's the middle of term two at Julia Gabriel Playclub and class has been fun, especially for the kids who get to socialize, get active, have activities (I'm proud to say Claire's getting better with painting and less afraid of getting dirty - although I perpetually am phobic of mess and dirt and she can sing hum a couple of the songs and loves to imitate actions) and just have a place to do what kids naturally love to do - play. And hopefully pick up knowledge - they do I'm sure. Every week there's a theme, and this week it's 'M' for mummy and mouse.

Wonder what we should do come the December holidays when there's no class...

Claire loves art work - here she is decorating her giraffe.

Our Term 4 Julia Gabriel class

Counting My Blessings

2009-10-25T21:08:00.005+08:00

The past week was manic (one pretty big disaster and many a busy moment) and flew past rather quickly. I guess when your days are packed with a thousand and one things (somehow most weeks seem that way), time disappears in pretty much a blink. And instead of recapping every major thing that happened, perhaps it might be better to count the blessings I had recieved this week.

One. My laptop broke down. And it happened just when they were a couple of datelines. But thank God for my relatively new and reliable netbook, and I was able to at least respond to emails. And perhaps it was rather timely because I needed a little bit of a break away from even thinking about work (although I did have some worrying moments about being chased on) and given some 100% attention hours to the little one. Thank God for understanding bosses and clients. And thank God for zero dollar payment in repairs (some manufacturing error I think) - somehow or other I was expecting to pay a tidy sum for repairs at the Sony Centre (think Sony).

Two. Busy but happy affairs - two weekday evening practices for an entire weekend of serving on Praise Sunday. Manic rush to cook and feed the kid and make it to practice and singing for all 3 services. Thank God for a supportive husband who rushed around just so I can serve God. And thank God for a good kid who is just happy to be around Mama and her friends. And the Soloist Ministry had a wonderful time serving together - think it was one of our better group song offerings! To make it just that much more busy, there was also K's cuz's wedding dinner (and there's another next week!)

Three. Help in the littlest of ways - I think God knows when I need a little booster. My mum sent her maid down to do a little springcleaning in my home which made household chores lighter this week. And my sis-in-law decided to send her tingkat lunch delivery my way this week and I didn't have to be concerned about what to have for lunch (I get that everyday... but I tell myself I eat to live). But these little blessings were just huge for me this week.

Four. My baby who never ceases to cheer up my spirits - Okay... of course there are times you just want to pull your hair out. But God is a humourous and all-knowing God. I said in an earlier post, Claire is so much like me. And even in the good ways she is. She is animative, talkative and expressive. She knows just the things to say to cheer me up and she can be a funny little person. I can be in a foul mood and she will come and say the funniest things (and at her age, it's really funny - like I'm obviously upset at my laptop and she'll come and point to it and sigh really loudly and go 'oh no' and smile at me. ??!). And when I'm sitting alone feeling upset, she'll pucker her little lips and say 'quiche quiche' and kiss me everywhere - my thigh, my elbow, and eventually she'll want to kiss my lips. Just seeing her puckered lips cracks me up.

We had a parent-teacher session during Julia Gabriel class on thursday and the teachers all say they marvel at how expressive Claire is and that she picks things up at a really fast pace (be it knowledge, language, motor skills, etc). I am too.

And to sum up my week and to encourage you for the coming, here's the beginning of a thoughtful song:

When upon life’s billows you are tempest-tossed,
When you are discouraged, thinking all is lost,
Count your many blessings, name them one by one,
And it will surprise you what the Lord hath done.

Count your blessings, name them one by one,
Count your blessings, see what God hath done!

Family portrait at Ai Mei's Wedding

Korean Addiction - The Last Scandal of My Life

2009-10-19T14:28:00.005+08:00

I like watching Chinese Hong Kong and Korean drama serials but I'm not like a big big fan - I don't really check what's the latest and greatest and it's only when I flip the channels (Ch 55 and 255 on Starhub Cable) and most of the time it's already a number of episodes into the series that I get hooked into the plot. But a recent Korean series (which apparently was a big hit, even in Singapore in 2008 - and my parents and sisters have caught it too back then) caught my eye and has become somewhat of an addiction. Sigh.

Before I continue, I need to add - I've never been one of those who goes gaga over a celebrity and join fanclubs and never in my youth have I stuck posters of some movie star on my bedroom walls (even when I was young, I was that design conscious - ie. I think that posters are ugly and tacky), but this time round I'm stuck on the 2 main stars of this drama serial - perhaps because of the characters they play. For once I think I am star-strucked. Gasp and at 30. Geez.

This Korean drama serial (Ch 55 is playing the last few episodes, weekdays at 12 midnight - the time when Claire zzzzs) is called The Last Scandal of My Life and stars Choi Jin Shil (female lead) and Jung Joon Ho (male lead). To those who don't know nuts about Korean celebrities, and I didn't till I did some googling, Choi Jin Shil is a popular actress Korean (one of those with a track record of great movies) and Jung Joon Ho - ahh... the handsome one - got extremely popular after this series. Anyway, gist of the series - the female lead's an ordinary (some say ugly) middle aged housewife who was cheated upon by her husband and is the crush of her highschool sweetheart and now big-time celebrity. You can guess the ending (I like happily ever afters). PS. K thinks the show is cheesy. But he's the typical male. What does he know. Yes, it's a typical chick flick romance comedy. Highly recommend this to all my female friends...

So how big is my addiction? Not that big, don't you worry (yes you hubby). Went to hunt for the DVD (so I can watch it from beginning to end), googled up on the actors, checked out youtube for their interviews... ok. That's about it. *blush*. Now I'm big on Jung Joon Ho - will look out for his next serial/movie - swoon... he's too cute. PS. he's of mature age (I don't like the young ones.) And Choi Jin Shil... she committed suicide after that series. Yes. That was my reaction too. Cry. I was like gasssssssp! Hai, that's the land of celebrities and gossips for you. Now have I gotten you interested?

The Last Scandal of My Life - A Popular Korean Drama Serial in 2008

Ok. Back to work.

A Chip Off The Old Block

2009-10-14T02:13:00.005+08:00

That's 'Chip'...

And the 'Old Block's moi...

K's been away the past few days and as I had anticipated, it's been really tiring doing all that I do and completely on my own. Usually the hubs helps to care and distract Claire away from me (and relieve me of some stress) when he comes home - I realise I also appreciate the anticipation of his coming home everyday because it breaks my daily grind of work and the kiddo (which really keeps me on my feet non-stop) and the monotony of facing the comp, the kid and the four walls (repeat the three items another 5 times - that's my daily grind). The fact that Claire's been getting more difficult these days doesn't help.

In brief: She's been more opinionated, more stubborn and more rebellious. Sounds like the 'Terrible Two' stage? I haven't been through it, but they say it starts before they turn two and can last till forever. The word of the day - 'No', the word of the week - 'No', the word of the month - 'No'. Sometimes I think her 'no' also means 'yes' since she just likes saying it so much. Of late, be it at home or out (and school), if she sets her heart on something (or doing something), it has to be done, and she is very persistent - so much so it gets embarrassing (think cry, whine, force, snatch, hit). Also because I'm more aware of my temper and the way I handle her, I try to constantly tell myself to be more patient before I go raging like a bull - these days it's -> step 1. warning, step 2. count to 3 slowly, step 3. threatening to 'flick the finger' and then step 4. do it. And if she continues to disobey, I repeat the process. (It's all trial and error but I think it's better than beating straight off - although if you mummies have any better suggestions, please tell me! To the non-mummies, super nannies tactics of timeout doesn't work - not just yet)

And yet as I ponder night after night about such issues surrounding Claire and seriously praying over her (I pray God give her a heart of obedience and help her to understand), I can't help but look at her adoring little angelic face and smile (and sigh) - (and mumble) Yer... She's my daughter and she's just like me.

I used to be a rebellious little girl myself and my parents' heartache (and nightmare). Although I'm happy to admit - I was way worse. Way way worse. Everyone who remembers me from young, knows me as outgoing, animated, talkative as well - and guess what, my 'chip' is just like me. How funny we inherit such genes (and I don't remember anyone telling me that my parents were like that - so who's 'Old Block' am I a chip of?!). Even in the littlest of way, God has made her like me - for one, when Claire laughs really hard, she hiccups. My hubs used tell me it's cute (I sometimes find it irritating - especially when the hiccups don't go away). So who's to blame for her behaviour I ask? Sigh.

The comfort I take is on focusing on the positives, on her endearing and loving nature and telling myself that she'll turn out okay (just like I did). But for now, what I need is more love, more patience and more grace.

I Want To Be SuperMom

2009-10-09T00:09:00.007+08:00

Last year K & I posed as a couple juggling family, work and God for our church's Tidings Magazine. I hid my copy under my stack of interior magazines because I thought the photo looked really silly, I look really silly (and PS. that baby in the air's not Claire!). But just the other day, I was going through my stack of magazines and found that Tidings copy and decided to have another read.

While I don't claim to be SuperMom, the fact is I guess I want to - I want to do it all - be that great mom who has a key and active role in her child's life (not just be there for her and watch her grow, but educate her, mould her, grow her) and yet continue my career (even though it's not full time but I still want to bring in income and contribute; and it's not what I had planned it to be some 5 years ago) and be a great wife, an average housekeeper and be active and passionate for God and in my church ministries. But when it comes to prioritizing, sometimes it's really difficult, even for a SuperMom and of course there's just so many waking hours in a day. Some things sadly have already been sacrificed - regular time out with friends, the many extravagent date nights... Hopefully no more.

And with the growth in my little Fleurette business and new freelance PR opportunities and the demands of my role at the spa, it's hit me hard. On one hand while I would love to take on everything (and I think I've already gotten one foot into most things, and of course the money's great and would contribute to our potential new place), I'm praying it doesn't take a toll on my family, my child and my church ministries - of which I know deep down should come first. Hard decisions huh? I've also grown to realised that at times the stress has affected my mood and temper and of course K and Claire takes the brunt of all that. Sometimes I wish life was without choices and I just deal with what I have (all of which I have to take). But I guess God is a good God who gives us these choices to grow us and mould us in the journey. I just pray I'm constantly making the right choices.

If you'ld like to read up more about work-life-God balance, be a testimony in your workplace and just making sense about why we even work in the first place, have a read of that issue of Tidings.

Here's that silly shot!

Fabulous Eats

2009-10-05T11:33:00.009+08:00

As the typical Singaporean, I'm usually big on what I eat and while I don't claim to be a connoisseur, I would say my food selections are of certain goof standard and even receiving rave reviews from the experts. They always say 'Go where the crowd goes' and I agree sometimes it pays to wait (just a little) for some good food.

Here's some fabulous eats I had over the weekend (and many weekends before that):

Duck Rice from Holland Drive Food Centre

The braised duck (and roasted duck and meats) is tender and tasty and the gravy poured over is flavourful yet not too thick. On a satuday afternoon, like last the hubs would usually have to wait in a long line (of sometimes more than 20) before he can get our orders. Their soups are fab too. Best part, it's a glorious yet cheap meal - I usually order the braised duck (rib portion with their bones on) and additional 2 wings - only $2.50.

Claypot Chicken Rice

639 Lor 33 Geylang

Saturday evening was spent with Eileen and Kewei at the famous Geylang Claypot Chicken Rice shophouse and even though it was raining, we still decided it was worth braving for some good food. It was my first time there since Claire (not too convenient with infants but as they have baby chairs, I was good to bring my relatively obedient toddler) and I really missed the food. It has recieved rave reviews on TV and websites and even has its own dedicated website (the owner got smart). Google the address for a whole load of comments!

Claypot Chicken Rice to me is comfort food, slightly burnt rice with tender chicken, sweet chinese sausage and salted fish. Yums. Best to have on a wet night. You can order other zi chai dishes, we had their popular soft shell crab and more. Price-wise, very affordable being at a coffee shop. 3 dishes, drinks and a medium size Claypot Chicken Rice - about 60 bucks for the 4 of us. Just remember to call ahead and book (numbers on the website), if not be prepared for a one hour waiting time and if you are worried about parking, they've got some free parking at a nearby 'hui guan' building (just ask when you call).

The best part about Saturday night and Geylang - durians to end of a swell night. :)

Scallop and Prawn Steam Dumpling (a basket of 3 for $4.80)

Clairey eagerly waiting for her food at Royal China, Raffles Hotel

Anyone who's lived in London would know how popular Royal China is, especially for dim sums on the weekend. I used to stay in the building at Queensway/Bayswater that was just above the dim sum restaurant. So when I heard that a branch had opened up in Singapore, I couldn't wait to try. Royal China's been opened at the Raffles Hotel for over a year now and it has been one of our popular Sunday dim sum lunch venues. If I have to compare the dim sum with that in London, I would think it's lost out somewhat (different chef obviously). But compared to many others in Singapore, it's still very delicious. And of course the restaurant decor is gorgeous (turquoise blue and white -modern chic) and the service is pretty good.

We had our dim sum lunch there again last sunday after church with my folks and as always, had my satisfied fill. Coupled with the current UOB 10% discount promotion, we had a delivious array of dim sum for about $80 (4 pax). Pretty good, for a chinese restaurant lunch at the Raffles I thought. Please call to reserve your table in advance. Usually packed...